Aylwin eBook

Theodore Watts-Dunton
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 645 pages of information about Aylwin.

Aylwin eBook

Theodore Watts-Dunton
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 645 pages of information about Aylwin.

Driven to desperation, however, I seized her shoulder and shook it.  This aroused her.  She started up with violence, at the same time overturning the chair upon which she had been sitting.  She stared at me wildly.  The danger of what I had done struck me now.  A fortunate inspiration caused me to say, ‘Tywysog o’r Niwl.’  Then there broke over her face a sweet smile of childish pleasure.  She made a graceful curtsey, and said, ’You’ve come at last; I was thinking about you all the while.’

Shall I ever forget her expression?  Her eyes were alive with light and pleasure.  It was as though Winifred’s soul had fled or the soul of her childhood had re-entered and taken possession of her body.  But the witchery of her expression no words can describe.  Never had I seen her so lovely as now.  Often when a child I had seen the boatmen on the sands look at us as we passed—­seen them stay in the midst of their toil, their dull faces brightening with admiration, as though a bar of unexpected sunlight had fallen across them.  In the fields I had seen labourers, sitting at their simple dinner under the hedges, stay their meal to look after the child—­so winning, dazzling, and strange was her beauty.  And when I had first met her again, a child no longer, in the churchyard, my memory had accepted her at once as fulfilling, and more than fulfilling, all her childhood’s promise.  But never had she looked so bewitching as now—­a poor mad girl who had lost her wits from terror.

For some time I could only keep murmuring:  ’More lovely mad than sane!’

‘As if I didn’t know the Prince!’ said she.  ’You who, in fine weather or cloudy, wet or dry, are there on the hills to meet me!  As if I don’t know the Prince of the Mist when I see him!  But how kind of you to come down here and see poor Winnie, poor lonely Winnie, at home!’

She fetched a chair, placed it in front of the fire, pointed to it with the same ravishingly childlike smile, indicating that it was for me, and then, when she saw me mechanically sit down, picked up her chair and came and sat close beside me.

In a second she was lost in a reverie as profound as that from which I had aroused her; and the only sound I heard was the rain on the window and the fitful gusts of wind playing around the cottage.

The wind having blown open the door, I got up to shut it.  Winifred rose too, and again taking hold of my hand, she looked up into my face with a smile, and said, ’Don’t go; I’m so lonely—­poor Winnie’s so lonely.’

As I held her hand in mine, and closed my other hand over it, I murmured to myself, ’If God will only give her to me like this—­mad like this—­I will be content.’

‘Dearest,’ I said, longing to put my arm round her waist—­to kiss her own passionless lips—­but I dared not, lest I might frighten her away, ’I will not leave you.  I will never leave you.  You shall never be lonely any more.’

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