Aylwin eBook

Theodore Watts-Dunton
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 645 pages of information about Aylwin.

Aylwin eBook

Theodore Watts-Dunton
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 645 pages of information about Aylwin.

I saw now, indeed, that she felt this keenly; and I knew that it was nothing but the sweetness of her nature, coupled with the fond recollection of the old happy days, that restrained that high spirit of hers, and prevented her from giving expression to her indignation and disgust.

All this was shown by the appealing look on her sweet, fond face, and I was touched to the heart.

‘Winifred—­Miss Wynne,’ I said, ’I beg your pardon most sincerely.  The shadow-dance has been mainly answerable for my folly.  You did look so exactly the little Winifred, my heart’s sister, that I felt it impossible to treat you otherwise than as that dear child-friend of years ago.’

A look of delight broke over her face.

‘I felt sure it was so,’ she said.  ’But it is a relief that you have said it.’  And the tears came to her eyes.

’Thank you, Winifred, for having pardoned me.  I feel that you would have forgiven no one else as you have forgiven me.  I feel that you would not have forgiven any one else than your old child-companion, whom on a memorable occasion you threatened to hit, and then had not the heart to do so.’

‘I don’t think I could hit you,’ said she, in a meditative tone of perfect unconsciousness as to the bewitching import of her speech.

‘Don’t you think you could?’ I said, drawing nearer, but governing my passion.

‘No,’ said she, looking now for the first time with those wide-open confiding eyes which, as a child, were the chief characteristic of her face.  ‘I don’t think I could hit you, whatever you did.’

‘Couldn’t you, Winifred?’ I said, coming still nearer, in order to drink to the full the wonder of her beauty, the thrill at my heart bringing, as I felt, a pallor to my cheek.  ’Don’t you think you could hit your old playfellow, Winifred?’

‘No,’ she said, still gazing in the same dreamy, reminiscent way straight into my eyes as of yore.  ’As a child you were so delightful.  And then you were so kind to me!’

At that word ‘kind’ from her to me I could restrain myself no longer; I shouted with a wild laughter of uncontrollable passion as I gazed at her through tears of love and admiration and deep gratitude—­gazed till I was blind.  My throat throbbed till it ached:  I Could get out no more words; I could only gaze.  At my shout Winifred stood bewildered and confused.  She did not understand a mood like that.  Having got myself under control, I said,

’Winifred, it is not my doing; it is Fate’s doing that we meet here on this night, and that I am driven to say here what I had as a schoolboy sworn should be said whenever we should meet again.’

‘I think,’ said Winifred, pulling herself up with the dignity of a queen, ’that if you have anything important to say to me it had better be at a more seasonable time than at this hour of night, and at a more seasonable place than on these sands.’

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