’Ain’t I said so more nor wunst? I swore on the Bible—there’s the very Bible, under the match-box, agin the winder—on that very Bible I swore as my port Jenny brought from Wales, an’ as I’ve never popped yit that this pore half-sharp gal should never go wrong through me; an’ then, arter I swore that, my pore Jenny let me alone, an’ I never ’eard ‘er v’ice no more a-cryin’. “Mother, vi’lets, vi’lets; mother, vi’lets, vi’lets!” An’ many’s the chap as ‘as come leerin’ after ’er as I’ve sent away with a flea in ’is ear. Cuss ’em all; they’s all bad alike about purty gals, men is. She’s never comed to no wrong through me. Didn’t I ammost kill a real sailor capting when I used to live in the East End ’cause he tried to meddle with ‘er? An’ worn’t that the reason why I left my ’um close to Radcliffe ’Ighway an’ comed ’ere? Them as killed ’er wur the cussed lot in the studeros. I’m a dyin’ woman; I’m as hinicent as a new-born babe. An’ there ain’t nothink o’ ‘ern in this room on’y a pair o’ ole shoes an’ a few rags in that ole trunk under the winder.’
I went to the trunk and raised the lid. The tattered, stained remains of the very dress she wore when I last saw her in the mist on Snowdon! But what else? Pushed into an old worn shoe, which with its fellow lay tossed among the ragged clothes, was a brown stained letter. I took it out. It was addressed to ’Miss Winifred Wynne at Mrs. Davies’s.’ Part of the envelope was torn away. It bore the Graylingham post-mark, and its superscription was in a hand which I did not recognise, and yet it was a hand which seemed half-familiar to me. I opened it; I read a line or two before I fully realised what it was—the letter, full of childish prattle, which I had written to Winifred when I was a little boy—the first letter I wrote to her.
I forgot where I was, I forgot that Sinfi was standing outside the door, till I heard the woman’s voice exclaiming, ’What do you want to set on my bed an’ look at me like that for?—you ain’t no p’leaceman in plain clothes, so none o’ your larks. Git off o’ my bed, will ye? You’ll be a-settin’ on my bad leg an’ a-bustin’ on it in a minit. Git off my bed, else look another way; them eyes o’ yourn skear me.’
I was sitting on the side of her bed and looking into her face. ‘Where did you get this?’ I said, holding out the letter.
‘You skears me, a-lookin’ like that,’ said she. ’I comed by it ‘onest. One day when she was asleep, I was turnin’ over ’er clothes to see how much longer they would hold together, when I feels a somethink ’ard sewed up in the breast; I rips it open, and it was that letter. I didn’t put it back in the frock ag’in, ’cause I thought it might be useful some day in findin’ out who she was. She never missed it. I don’t think she’d ’ave missed anythink, she wur so oncommon silly. You ain’t a-goin’ to pocket it, air you?’


