Alas, think of the crowd, the rank odours, the straining
heart-beats! Does he hear any wisdom? Listen
to the hideous badinage, the wild bursts of foul language
from the betting-men, the mean, cunning drivel of the
gamblers, the shrill laughter of the horsey and unsexed
women? Does the youth make friends? Ah,
yes! He makes friends who will cheat him at betting,
cheat him at horse-dealing, cheat him at gambling when
the orgies of the course are over, borrow money as
long as he will lend, and throw him over when he has
parted with his last penny and his last rag of self-respect.
Those who can carry their minds back for twenty years
must remember the foolish young nobleman who sold a
splendid estate to pay the yelling vulgarians of the
betting-ring. They cheered him when he all but
beggared himself; they hissed him when he failed once
to pay. With lost health, lost patrimony, lost
hopes, lost self-respect, he sank amid the rough billows
of life’s sea, and only one human creature was
there to aid him when the great last wave swept over
him. Lost days—lost days! Youths
who are going to ruin now amid the plaudits of those
who live upon them might surely take warning:
but they do not, and their bones will soon bleach
on the mound whereon those of all other wasters of
days have been thrown. When I think of the lost
days and the lost lives of which I have cognizance,
then it seems as though I were gazing on some vast
charnel-house, some ghoul-haunted place of skulls.
Memories of those who trifled with life come to me,
and their very faces flash past with looks of tragic
significance. By their own fault they were ruined;
they were shut out of the garden of their gifts; their
city of hope was ploughed and salted. The past
cannot be retrieved, let canting optimists talk as
they choose; what has been has been, and the effects
will last and spread until the earth shall pass away.
Our acts our angels are, or good or ill; our fatal
shadows that walk by us still. The thing done
lasts for eternity; the lightest act of man or woman
has incalculably vast results. So it is madness
to say that the lost days can be retrieved. They
cannot! But by timely wisdom we may save the days
and make them beneficent and fruitful in the future.
Watch those wild lads who are sowing in wine what
they reap in headache and degradation. Night
after night they laugh with senseless glee, night after
night inanities which pass for wit are poured forth;
and daily the nerve and strength of each carouser
grow weaker. Can you retrieve those nights?
Never! But you may take the most shattered of
the crew and assure him that all is not irretrievably
lost; his weakened nerve may be steadied, his deranged
gastric functions may gradually grow more healthy,
his distorted views of life may pass away. So
far, so good; but never try to persuade any one that
the past may be repaired, for that delusion is the
very source and spring of the foul stream of lost days.
Once impress upon any teachable creature the stern
fact that a lost day is lost for ever, once make that
belief part of his being, and then he will strive
to cheat death. Perhaps it may be thought that
I take sombre views of life. No; I see that the
world may be made a place of pleasure, but only by
learning and obeying the inexorable laws which govern
all things, from the fall of a seed of grass to the
moving of the miraculous brain of man.


