The Damnation of Theron Ware eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 445 pages of information about The Damnation of Theron Ware.

The Damnation of Theron Ware eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 445 pages of information about The Damnation of Theron Ware.

“That is not the generally accepted view, I should think,” faltered Theron.

“No more is it the accepted view that young married Methodist ministers should sit out alone in the woods with red-headed Irish girls.  No, my friend, let us find what the generally accepted views are, and as fast as we find them set our heels on them.  There is no other way to live like real human beings.  What on earth is it to me that other women crawl about on all-fours, and fawn like dogs on any hand that will buckle a collar onto them, and toss them the leavings of the table?  I am not related to them.  I have nothing to do with them.  They cannot make any rules for me.  If pride and dignity and independence are dead in them, why, so much the worse for them!  It is no affair of mine.  Certainly it is no reason why I should get down and grovel also.  No; I at least stand erect on my legs.”

Mr. Ware sat up, and stared confusedly, with round eyes and parted lips, at his companion.  Instinctively his brain dragged forth to the surface those epithets which the doctor had hurled in bitter contempt at her—­“mad ass, a mere bundle of egotism, ignorance, and red-headed lewdness.”  The words rose in their order on his memory, hard and sharp-edged, like arrow-heads.  But to sit there, quite at her side; to breathe the same air, and behold the calm loveliness of her profile; to touch the ribbon of her dress—­and all the while to hold these poisoned darts of abuse levelled in thought at her breast—­it was monstrous.  He could have killed the doctor at that moment.  With an effort, he drove the foul things from his mind—­scattered them back into the darkness.  He felt that he had grown pale, and wondered if she had heard the groan that seemed to have been forced from him in the struggle.  Or was the groan imaginary?

Celia continued to sit unmoved, composedly looking upon vacancy.  Theron’s eyes searched her face in vain for any sign of consciousness that she had astounded and bewildered him.  She did not seem to be thinking of him at all.  The proud calm of her thoughtful countenance suggested instead occupation with lofty and remote abstractions and noble ideals.  Contemplating her, he suddenly perceived that what she had been saying was great, wonderful, magnificent.  An involuntary thrill ran through his veins at recollection of her words.  His fancy likened it to the sensation he used to feel as a youth, when the Fourth of July reader bawled forth that opening clause:  “When, in the course of human events, it becomes necessary,” etc.  It was nothing less than another Declaration of Independence he had been listening to.

He sank again recumbent at her side, and stretched the arm behind her, nearer than before.  “Apparently, then, you will never marry.”  His voice trembled a little.

“Most certainly not!” said Celia.

“You spoke so feelingly a little while ago,” he ventured along, with hesitation, “about how sadly the notion of a priest’s sacrificing himself—­never knowing what love meant—­appealed to a woman.  I should think that the idea of sacrificing herself would seem to her even sadder still.”

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