Wasn’t she glad to see her husband courted—­valued as he deserved—­borne along the growing stream of fame?  What matter, if she could only watch him from the bank?—­and if the impetuous stream were carrying him away from her?  No!  She wasn’t glad.  Some cold and deadly thing seemed to be twining about her heart.  Were they leaving the dear, poverty-stricken, debt-pestered life behind for ever, in which, after all, they had been so happy:  she, everything to Arthur, and he, so dependent upon her?  No doubt she had been driven to despair, often, by his careless, shiftless ways; she had thirsted for success and money; just money enough, at least, to get along with.  And now success had come, and money was coming.  And here she was, longing for the old, hard, struggling past—­hating the advent of the new and glittering future.  As she sat at Lady Dunstable’s table, she seemed to see the little room in their Kensington house, with the big hole in the carpet, the piles of papers and books, the reading-lamp that would smoke, her work-basket, the house-books, Arthur pulling contentedly at his pipe, the fire crackling between them, his shabby coat, her shabby dress—­Bliss!—­compared to this splendid scene, with the great Vandycks looking down on the dinner-table, the crowd of guests and servants, the costly food, the dresses, and the diamonds—­with, in the distance, her Arthur, divided, as it seemed, from her by a growing chasm, never remembering to throw her a look or a smile, drinking in a tide of flattery he would once have been the first to scorn, captured, exhibited, befooled by an unscrupulous, egotistical woman, who would drop him like a squeezed orange when he had ceased to amuse her.  And the worst of it was that the woman was not a mere pretender!  She had a fine, hard brain,—­“as good as Arthur’s—­nearly—­and he knows it.  It is that which attracts him—­and excites him.  I can mend his socks; I can listen while he reads; and he used to like it when I praised.  Now, what I say will never matter to him any more; that was just sentiment and nonsense; now, he only wants to know what she says;—­that’s business!  He writes with her in his mind—­and when he has finished something he sends it off to her, straight.  I may see it when all the world may—­but she has the first-fruits!”

And in poor Doris’s troubled mind the whole scene—­save the two central figures, Lady Dunstable and Arthur—­seemed to melt away.  She was not the first wife, by a long way, into whose quiet breast Lady Dunstable had dropped these seeds of discord.  She knew it well by report; but it was hateful, both to wifely feeling and natural vanity, that she should now be the victim of the moment, and should know no more than her predecessors how to defend herself.  “Why can’t I be cool and cutting—­pay her back when she is rude, and contradict her when she’s absurd?  She is absurd often.  But I think of the right things to say just five minutes too late.  I have no nerve—­that’s the point!—­only l’esprit d’escalier to perfection.  And she has been trained to this sort of campaigning from her babyhood.  No good growling!  I shall never hold my own!”