Of the terrible doubt of appearances,
Of the uncertainty after all, that we may be deluded,
That may-be reliance and hope are but speculations
after all,
That may-be identity beyond the grave is a beautiful
fable only,
May-be the things I perceive, the animals, plants,
men, hills,
shining and flowing waters,
The skies of day and night, colors, densities, forms,
may-be these
are (as doubtless they are)
only apparitions, and the real
something has yet to be known,
(How often they dart out of themselves as if to confound
me and mock me!
How often I think neither I know, nor any man knows,
aught of them,)
May-be seeming to me what they are (as doubtless they
indeed but seem)
as from my present point of
view, and might prove (as of course they
would) nought of what they
appear, or nought anyhow, from entirely
changed points of view;
To me these and the like of these are curiously answer’d
by my
lovers, my dear friends,
When he whom I love travels with me or sits a long
while holding me
by the hand,
When the subtle air, the impalpable, the sense that
words and reason
hold not, surround us and
pervade us,
Then I am charged with untold and untellable wisdom,
I am silent, I
require nothing further,
I cannot answer the question of appearances or that
of identity
beyond the grave,
But I walk or sit indifferent, I am satisfied,
He ahold of my hand has completely satisfied me.
} The Base of All Metaphysics
And now gentlemen,
A word I give to remain in your memories and minds,
As base and finale too for all metaphysics.
(So to the students the old professor,
At the close of his crowded course.)
Having studied the new and antique, the Greek and
Germanic systems,
Kant having studied and stated, Fichte and Schelling
and Hegel,
Stated the lore of Plato, and Socrates greater than
Plato,
And greater than Socrates sought and stated, Christ
divine having
studied long,
I see reminiscent to-day those Greek and Germanic
systems,
See the philosophies all, Christian churches and tenets
see,
Yet underneath Socrates clearly see, and underneath
Christ the divine I see,
The dear love of man for his comrade, the attraction
of friend to friend,
Of the well-married husband and wife, of children
and parents,
Of city for city and land for land.
} Recorders Ages Hence
Recorders ages hence,
Come, I will take you down underneath this impassive
exterior, I
will tell you what to say
of me,
Publish my name and hang up my picture as that of
the tenderest lover,
The friend the lover’s portrait, of whom his
friend his lover was fondest,
Who was not proud of his songs, but of the measureless
ocean of love
within him, and freely pour’d
it forth,
Who often walk’d lonesome walks thinking of


