One of that centripetal and centrifugal gang I turn
and talk like
man leaving charges before
a journey.
Down-hearted doubters dull and excluded,
Frivolous, sullen, moping, angry, affected, dishearten’d,
atheistical,
I know every one of you, I know the sea of torment,
doubt, despair
and unbelief.
How the flukes splash!
How they contort rapid as lightning, with spasms and
spouts of blood!
Be at peace bloody flukes of doubters and sullen mopers,
I take my place among you as much as among any,
The past is the push of you, me, all, precisely the
same,
And what is yet untried and afterward is for you,
me, all, precisely
the same.
I do not know what is untried and afterward,
But I know it will in its turn prove sufficient, and
cannot fail.
Each who passes is consider’d, each who stops
is consider’d, not
single one can it fall.
It cannot fall the young man who died and was buried,
Nor the young woman who died and was put by his side,
Nor the little child that peep’d in at the door,
and then drew back
and was never seen again,
Nor the old man who has lived without purpose, and
feels it with
bitterness worse than gall,
Nor him in the poor house tubercled by rum and the
bad disorder,
Nor the numberless slaughter’d and wreck’d,
nor the brutish koboo
call’d the ordure of
humanity,
Nor the sacs merely floating with open mouths for
food to slip in,
Nor any thing in the earth, or down in the oldest
graves of the earth,
Nor any thing in the myriads of spheres, nor the myriads
of myriads
that inhabit them,
Nor the present, nor the least wisp that is known.
44 It is time to explain myself—let us stand up.
What is known I strip away,
I launch all men and women forward with me into the
Unknown.
The clock indicates the moment—but what does eternity indicate?
We have thus far exhausted trillions of winters and
summers,
There are trillions ahead, and trillions ahead of
them.
Births have brought us richness and variety,
And other births will bring us richness and variety.
I do not call one greater and one smaller,
That which fills its period and place is equal to
any.
Were mankind murderous or jealous upon you, my brother,
my sister?
I am sorry for you, they are not murderous or jealous
upon me,
All has been gentle with me, I keep no account with
lamentation,
(What have I to do with lamentation?)
I am an acme of things accomplish’d, and I an encloser of things to be.
My feet strike an apex of the apices of the stairs,
On every step bunches of ages, and larger bunches
between the steps,
All below duly travel’d, and still I mount and
mount.
Rise after rise bow the phantoms behind me,
Afar down I see the huge first Nothing, I know I was
even there,
I waited unseen and always, and slept through the
lethargic mist,
And took my time, and took no hurt from the fetid
carbon.


