the shore, death-messages given in charge to survivors,
The hiss of the surgeon’s knife, the gnawing teeth of his saw, Wheeze, cluck, swash of falling blood, short wild scream, and long,
dull, tapering groan,
These so, these irretrievable.
37
You laggards there on guard! look to your arms!
In at the conquer’d doors they crowd! I
am possess’d!
Embody all presences outlaw’d or suffering,
See myself in prison shaped like another man,
And feel the dull unintermitted pain.
For me the keepers of convicts shoulder their carbines
and keep watch,
It is I let out in the morning and barr’d at
night.
Not a mutineer walks handcuff’d to jail but
I am handcuff’d to him
and walk by his side,
(I am less the jolly one there, and more the silent
one with sweat
on my twitching lips.)
Not a youngster is taken for larceny but I go up too,
and am tried
and sentenced.
Not a cholera patient lies at the last gasp but I
also lie at the last gasp,
My face is ash-color’d, my sinews gnarl, away
from me people retreat.
Askers embody themselves in me and I am embodied in
them,
I project my hat, sit shame-faced, and beg.
38
Enough! enough! enough!
Somehow I have been stunn’d. Stand back!
Give me a little time beyond my cuff’d head,
slumbers, dreams, gaping,
I discover myself on the verge of a usual mistake.
That I could forget the mockers and insults!
That I could forget the trickling tears and the blows
of the
bludgeons and hammers!
That I could look with a separate look on my own crucifixion
and
bloody crowning.
I remember now,
I resume the overstaid fraction,
The grave of rock multiplies what has been confided
to it, or to any graves,
Corpses rise, gashes heal, fastenings roll from me.
I troop forth replenish’d with supreme power,
one of an average
unending procession,
Inland and sea-coast we go, and pass all boundary
lines,
Our swift ordinances on their way over the whole earth,
The blossoms we wear in our hats the growth of thousands
of years.
Eleves, I salute you! come forward!
Continue your annotations, continue your questionings.
39 The friendly and flowing savage, who is he? Is he waiting for civilization, or past it and mastering it?
Is he some Southwesterner rais’d out-doors?
is he Kanadian?
Is he from the Mississippi country? Iowa, Oregon,
California?
The mountains? prairie-life, bush-life? or sailor
from the sea?
Wherever he goes men and women accept and desire him,
They desire he should like them, touch them, speak
to them, stay with them.


