All my emprises have been fill’d with Thee,
My speculations, plans, begun and carried on in thoughts
of Thee,
Sailing the deep or journeying the land for Thee;
Intentions, purports, aspirations mine, leaving results
to Thee.
O I am sure they really came from Thee,
The urge, the ardor, the unconquerable will,
The potent, felt, interior command, stronger than
words,
A message from the Heavens whispering to me even in
sleep,
These sped me on.
By me and these the work so far accomplish’d,
By me earth’s elder cloy’d and stifled
lands uncloy’d, unloos’d,
By me the hemispheres rounded and tied, the unknown
to the known.
The end I know not, it is all in Thee,
Or small or great I know not—haply what
broad fields, what lands,
Haply the brutish measureless human undergrowth I
know,
Transplanted there may rise to stature, knowledge
worthy Thee,
Haply the swords I know may there indeed be turn’d
to reaping-tools,
Haply the lifeless cross I know, Europe’s dead
cross, may bud and
blossom there.
One effort more, my altar this bleak sand;
That Thou O God my life hast lighted,
With ray of light, steady, ineffable, vouchsafed of
Thee,
Light rare untellable, lighting the very light,
Beyond all signs, descriptions, languages;
For that O God, be it my latest word, here on my knees,
Old, poor, and paralyzed, I thank Thee.
My terminus near,
The clouds already closing in upon me,
The voyage balk’d, the course disputed, lost,
I yield my ships to Thee.
My hands, my limbs grow nerveless,
My brain feels rack’d, bewilder’d,
Let the old timbers part, I will not part,
I will cling fast to Thee, O God, though the waves
buffet me,
Thee, Thee at least I know.
Is it the prophet’s thought I speak, or am I
raving?
What do I know of life? what of myself?
I know not even my own work past or present,
Dim ever-shifting guesses of it spread before me,
Of newer better worlds, their mighty parturition,
Mocking, perplexing me.
And these things I see suddenly, what mean they?
As if some miracle, some hand divine unseal’d
my eyes,
Shadowy vast shapes smile through the air and sky,
And on the distant waves sail countless ships,
And anthems in new tongues I hear saluting me.
[Book XXVIII]
} The Sleepers
1
I wander all night in my vision,
Stepping with light feet, swiftly and noiselessly
stepping and stopping,
Bending with open eyes over the shut eyes of sleepers,
Wandering and confused, lost to myself, ill-assorted,
contradictory,
Pausing, gazing, bending, and stopping.
How solemn they look there, stretch’d and still,
How quiet they breathe, the little children in their
cradles.
The wretched features of ennuyes, the white features
of corpses, the
livid faces of drunkards,
the sick-gray faces of onanists,
The gash’d bodies on battle-fields, the insane
in their
strong-door’d rooms,
the sacred idiots, the new-born emerging
from gates, and the dying
emerging from gates,
The night pervades them and infolds them.


