1
An old man bending I come among new faces,
Years looking backward resuming in answer to children,
Come tell us old man, as from young men and maidens
that love me,
(Arous’d and angry, I’d thought to beat
the alarum, and urge relentless war,
But soon my fingers fail’d me, my face droop’d
and I resign’d myself,
To sit by the wounded and soothe them, or silently
watch the dead;)
Years hence of these scenes, of these furious passions,
these chances,
Of unsurpass’d heroes, (was one side so brave?
the other was equally brave;)
Now be witness again, paint the mightiest armies of
earth,
Of those armies so rapid so wondrous what saw you
to tell us?
What stays with you latest and deepest? of curious
panics,
Of hard-fought engagements or sieges tremendous what
deepest remains?
2
O maidens and young men I love and that love me,
What you ask of my days those the strangest and sudden
your talking recalls, Soldier alert I arrive after
a long march cover’d with sweat and dust, In
the nick of time I come, plunge in the fight, loudly
shout in the
rush of successful charge,
Enter the captur’d works—yet lo,
like a swift-running river they fade, Pass and are
gone they fade—I dwell not on soldiers’
perils or
soldiers’ joys,
(Both I remember well—many the hardships,
few the joys, yet I was content.)
But in silence, in dreams’ projections,
While the world of gain and appearance and mirth goes
on,
So soon what is over forgotten, and waves wash the
imprints off the sand,
With hinged knees returning I enter the doors, (while
for you up there,
Whoever you are, follow without noise and be of strong
heart.)
Bearing the bandages, water and sponge,
Straight and swift to my wounded I go,
Where they lie on the ground after the battle brought
in,
Where their priceless blood reddens the grass the
ground,
Or to the rows of the hospital tent, or under the
roof’d hospital,
To the long rows of cots up and down each side I return,
To each and all one after another I draw near, not
one do I miss,
An attendant follows holding a tray, he carries a
refuse pail,
Soon to be fill’d with clotted rags and blood,
emptied, and fill’d again.
I onward go, I stop,
With hinged knees and steady hand to dress wounds,
I am firm with each, the pangs are sharp yet unavoidable,
One turns to me his appealing eyes—poor
boy! I never knew you,
Yet I think I could not refuse this moment to die
for you, if that
would save you.
3
On, on I go, (open doors of time! open hospital doors!)
The crush’d head I dress, (poor crazed hand tear
not the bandage away,) The neck of the cavalry-man
with the bullet through and through examine, Hard
the breathing rattles, quite glazed already the eye,
yet life
struggles hard,
(Come sweet death! be persuaded O beautiful death!
In mercy come quickly.)


