more rapid and easy, if we had never met.
But when I look forward to eternal growth, I am
always aware that I am far larger and deeper for him.
His influence has been to me that of lofty assurance
and sweet serenity. He says, I come to him
as the European to the Hindoo, or the gay Trouvere
to the Puritan in his steeple hat. Of course
this implies that our meeting is partial. I present
to him the many forms of nature and solicit with
music; he melts them all into spirit and reproves
performance with prayer. When I am with God
alone, I adore in silence. With nature I
am filled and grow only. With most men I bring
words of now past life, and do actions suggested
by the wants of their natures rather than my own.
But he stops me from doing anything, and makes
me think.’
* * * * *
October, 1842 * * To
me, individually, Dr. Channing’s
kindness was great; his trust
and esteem were steady, though
limited, and I owe him a large
debt of gratitude.
’His private character was gentle, simple, and perfectly harmonious, though somewhat rigid and restricted in its operations. It was easy to love, and a happiness to know him, though never, I think, a source of the highest social pleasure to be with him. His department was ethics; and as a literary companion, he did not throw himself heartily into the works of creative genius, but looked, wherever he read, for a moral. In criticism he was deficient in “individuality,” if by that the phrenologists mean the power of seizing on the peculiar meanings of special forms. I have heard it said, that, under changed conditions, he might have been a poet. He had, indeed, the poetic sense of a creative spirit working everywhere. Man and nature were living to him; and though he did not yield to sentiment in particulars he did in universals. But his mind was not recreative, or even representative.
’He was deeply interesting to me as having so true a respect for woman. This feeling in him was not chivalrous; it was not the sentiment of an artist; it was not the affectionateness of the common son of Adam, who knows that only her presence can mitigate his loneliness; but it was a religious reverence. To him she was a soul with an immortal destiny. Nor was there at the bottom of his heart one grain of masculine assumption. He did not wish that Man should protect her, but that God should protect her and teach her the meaning of her lot.
’In his public relations he is to be regarded not only as a check upon the evil tendencies of his era, but yet more as a prophet of a better age already dawning as he leaves us. In his later days he filled yet another office of taking the middle ground between parties. Here he was a fairer figure than ever before. His morning prayer was, “Give me more light; keep my soul open to the light;” and it was answered. He steered his middle course with