enough—they wouldn’t touch the little
finger of a woman. Angry I was, I do assure you.
I should have liked to stay there, in spite of the
bread. We should have been only a little thinner
at the end. And the scenery—oh, how
magnificent! How we enjoyed that great, silent,
ink-black pine wood! And do you remember the sea
of mountains to the left? How grand it is!
We were up at three in the morning again to return
to Florence, and the glory of that morning sun breaking
the clouds to pieces among the hills is something
ineffaceable from my remembrance. We came back
ignominiously to our old rooms, but found it impossible
to stay on account of the suffocating heat, yet we
scarcely could go far from Florence, because of Mr.
Kenyon and our hope of seeing him here (since lost).
A perplexity ended by Robert’s discovery of
our present apartments, on the Pitti side of the river
(indeed, close to the Grand Duke’s palace),
consisting of a suite of spacious and delightful rooms,
which come within our means only from the deadness
of the summer season, comparatively quite cool, and
with a terrace which I enjoy to the uttermost through
being able to walk there without a bonnet, by just
stepping out of the window. The church of San
Felice is opposite, so we haven’t a neighbour
to look through the sunlight or moonlight and take
observations. Isn’t that pleasant altogether?
We ordered back the piano and the book subscription,
and settled for two months, and forgave the Vallombrosa
monks for the wrong they did us, like secular Christians.
What is to come after, I can’t tell you.
But probably we shall creep slowly along toward Rome,
and spend some hot time of it at Perugia, which is
said to be cool enough. I think more of other
things, wishing that my dearest, kindest sisters had
a present as bright as mine—to think nothing
at all of the future. Dearest Henrietta’s
position has long made me uneasy, and, since she frees
me into confidence by her confidence to you, I will
tell you so. Most undesirable it is that this
should be continued, and yet where is there a door
open to escape?[162] ... My dear brothers have
the illusion that nobody should marry on less than
two thousand a year. Good heavens! how preposterous
it does seem to me! We scarcely spend three
hundred, and I have every luxury, I ever had, and which
it would be so easy to give up, at need; and Robert
wouldn’t sleep, I think, if an unpaid bill dragged
itself by any chance into another week. He says
that when people get into ‘pecuniary difficulties,’
his ‘sympathies always go with the butchers
and bakers.’ So we keep out of scrapes
yet, you see....
Your grateful and most affectionate
BA.
We have had the most delightful letter from Carlyle, who has the goodness to say that not for years has a marriage occurred in his private circle in which he so heartily rejoiced as in ours. He is a personal friend of Robert’s, so that I have reason to be very proud and glad.


