’Well, if it’s true of them—­No; I feel that things are the way they are because we don’t really care enough to have them some other way.  If you really cared as much about sharing a part of your life with me—­really sharing—­as you do about getting the Washburn contract—­’

Her indignant and angry tone, so entirely unusual, moved Paul, more than her words, to shocked protest.  He looked deeply wounded, and his accent was that of a man righteously aggrieved.  ’Lydia, I lay most of this absurd outbreak to your nervous condition, and so I can’t blame you for it.  But I can’t help pointing out to you that it is entirely uncalled for.  There are few women who have a husband as absolutely devoted as yours.  You grumble about my not sharing my life with you—­why, I give it to you entire!’ His astonished bitterness grew as he voiced it.  ’What am I working so hard for if not to provide for you and our child—­our children!  Good Heavens!  What more can I do for you than to keep my nose on the grindstone every minute.  There are limits to even a husband’s time and endurance and capacity for work.’

Hence it will be seen that I would have one Quit Worrying about the non-essentials of life, and this is best done by giving full heed to the essentials and letting the others go.  Naturally, if one wilfully and purposefully determines to follow non-essentials, he may as well recognize the fact soon as late that he has deliberately chosen a course that cannot fail to produce its own many and irritating worries.

Another serious cause of worry is bashfulness.  One who is bashful finds in his intercourse with his fellows many worries.  His hands and feet are too large, he blushes at a word, he doesn’t know what to say or how, he is confused if attention is directed his way, his thoughts fly to the ends of the earth the moment he is addressed, and if he is expected to say anything, his worries increase so that his pain and distress are manifest to all.  To such an one I would say:  Assert your manhood, your womanhood.  Brace up.  Face the music.  Remember these facts.  You are dealing with men and women, youths and maidens, of the same flesh and blood, mentality as yourself.  You average up with the rest of them.  Why should you be afraid?  Call upon your reasoning power.  Assert the dignity of your own existence.  You are here by the will of God as much as they.  There is a purpose in your creation as much as in theirs.  You have a right to be seen and heard as well as have they.  Your life may be charged with importance to mankind far more than theirs.  Anyhow for what it is, large or small, you are going to use it to the full, and you do not propose to be laughed out of it, sneered out of it, either by the endeavors of others or by your own fears of others.  Then, when you have once fully reasoned the thing out, do not hesitate to plunge into the fullest possible association with your fellows.  Brave them, defy them (in your own heart), resolutely face them, and my word and assurance for it, they will lose their terror, and you will lose your bashfulness with a speed that will astonish you.