When I came home, I told my wife of my having met the same good, wise man I had first seen by the grave of my child.  I recounted to her his discourse, and, as I brought it again to mind, my tears flowed afresh, and I was happy while I wept.

I now see that the calamity which bore at first such evil fruit, was good for me.  It fixed my mind, however rebelliously, upon God, and it stirred up all the passions of my heart.  Levity, inattention, and self-complacency are obstacles harder to be overcome than the violence of evil passions—­the transition from hate is easier than from indifference, to love.  A mighty change was making on my mind.

I need not particularise the occasions upon which I again met my friend, for so I knew him to be, nor detail the train of reasoning and feeling which in such interviews he followed out; it is enough to say, that he assiduously cultivated the good seed he had sown, and that his benignant teachings took deep root, and flourished in my soul, heretofore so barren.

One evening, having enjoyed on the morning of the same day another of those delightful and convincing conversations, I was returning on foot homeward; and as darkness had nearly closed, and the night threatened cold and fog, the footpaths were nearly deserted.

As I walked on, deeply absorbed in the discourse I had heard on the same morning, a person overtook me, and continued to walk, without much increasing the interval between us, a little in advance of me.  There came upon me, at the same moment, an indefinable sinking of the heart, a strange and unaccountable fear.  The pleasing topics of my meditations melted away, and gave place to a sense of danger, all the more unpleasant that it was vague and objectless.  I looked up.  What was that which moved before me?  I stared—­I faltered; my heart fluttered as if it would choke me, and then stood still.  It was the peculiar and unmistakeable form of our lodger.

Exactly as I looked at him, he turned his head, and looked at me over his shoulder.  His face was muffled as usual.  I cannot have seen its features with any completeness, yet I felt that his look was one of fury.  The next instant he was at my side; and my heart quailed within me—­my limbs all but refused their office; yet the very emotions of terror, which might have overcome me, acted as a stimulus, and I quickened my pace.

“Hey! what a pious person!  So I suppose you have learned at last that ‘evil communications corrupt good manners’; and you are absolutely afraid of the old infidel, the old blasphemer, hey?”

I made him no answer; I was indeed too much agitated to speak.

“You’ll make a good Christian, no doubt,” he continued; “the independent man, who thinks for himself, reasons his way to his principles, and sticks fast to them, is sure to be true to whatever system he embraces.  You have been so consistent a philosopher, that I am sure you will make a steady Christian.  You’re not the man to be led by the nose by a sophistical mumbler. You could never be made the prey of a grasping proselytism; you are not the sport of every whiff of doctrine, nor the facile slave of whatever superstition is last buzzed in your ear.  No, no:  you’ve got a masculine intellect, and think for yourself, hey?”