appear I am in danger of being rivalled by every obscure
person, but not by himself, because, as he enjoys
an eminence above every body else, an eminence to which
I do not dissemble that I also aspire, he is unwilling
that I should be placed upon a level with him.
He has represented himself as an old man, and as one
who has gone through every gradation of honour, and
me as below the age even of his son; as if he supposed
that the desire of glory did not exceed the limits
of human life, and as if its chief part had not respect
to memory and future ages. I am confident, that
it is usual with all the most exalted minds, to compare
themselves, not only with the illustrious men of the
present, but of every age. For my own part, I
do not dissemble that I am desirous, not only to attain
to the share of glory which you possess, Quintus Fabius,
but, (and in saying it I mean no offence,) if I can,
even to exceed it. Let not such a feeling exist
in your mind towards me, nor in mine towards those
who are my juniors, as that we should be unwilling
that any of our countrymen should attain to the same
celebrity with ourselves; for that would be a detriment,
not to those only who may be the objects of our envy,
but to the state, and almost to the whole human race.
He mentioned what a great degree of danger I should
incur, should I cross over into Africa, so that he
appeared solicitous on my account, and not only for
the state and the army. But whence has this concern
for me so suddenly sprung? When my father and
uncle were slain; when their two armies were cut up
almost to a man; when Spain was lost; when four armies
of the Carthaginians and four generals kept possession
of every thing by terror and by arms; when a general
was sought for to take the command of that war, and
no one came forward besides myself, no one had the
courage to declare himself a candidate; when the Roman
people had conferred the command upon me, though only
twenty-four years of age; why was it that no one at
that time made any mention of my age, of the strength
of the enemy, of the difficulty of the war, and of
the recent destruction of my father and uncle?
Has some greater disaster been suffered in Africa
now than had at that time befallen us in Spain?
Are there now larger armies in Africa, more and better
generals, than were then in Spain? Was my age
then more mature for conducting a war than now?
Can a war with a Carthaginian enemy be carried on
with greater convenience in Spain than in Africa?
After having routed and put to flight four Carthaginian
armies; after having captured by force, or reduced
to submission by fear, so many cities; after having
entirely subdued every thing as far as the ocean, so
many petty princes, so many savage nations; after having
regained possession of the whole of Spain, so that
no trace of war remains, it is an easy matter to make
light of my services; just as easy as it would be,
should I return victorious from Africa, to make light
of those very circumstances which are now magnified


