The Penalty eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 311 pages of information about The Penalty.

The Penalty eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 311 pages of information about The Penalty.

The hand which he had dealt himself was so full of high cards that the occasional losing of a trick did not disturb him in the slightest.  He had through her father’s hideous mistake a hold on Barbara’s conscience.  As a personage whose power over certain sections of the city was stronger than the law, he had a hold upon her imagination.  As the inspirer of her best work, he had a hold upon her gratitude.  He had, or thought he had, a chance to win her affection in open and equal competition.  And, highest card of all—­ace of trumps—­he had persuaded her that her influence upon him was such that with all the strength of remorse he was shaping his life toward high ideals.

In his heart she was usually, but not always, the first consideration.  Sometimes the passion of ambition overlapped the passion of love.  And sometimes he felt that he would forego the fruition of all his plans if only by some miracle his legs could be restored to him.

But on the whole, he had reached a high-water mark of self-satisfaction.  He had found it easy to carry corruption into high places.  A list of those who were in his power—­willing or unwilling—­would have horrified the whole nation.  From O’Hagan in the West came reports that all went well with the organization, and that Wilmot Allen was displaying genius in teaching inexperienced Polacks to shoot.

On his walks through the city the legless man carried a high head, and looked about him with the eye of a landlord.  His imagination was so strong that he had already the feelings of a genuine conqueror, and not of a man confronted by the awful possibilities of failure.  And by some subtlety of mental communication Barbara was coming more and more into this same opinion of him.  And in realizing this, and in allowing their relations to continue, she knew that she was doing wrong.

She compared her model with all the men she had known, always to conclude that there was in him a sort of greatness utterly wanting in the others.  If he had revealed his plans to her, she would have believed him not only capable of carrying them out, but sure to do so—­if he wished.  He might be Satan fallen, but he was still a god.  In the early days of their association she had felt herself the important person of the two, and her bust of him the most important thing in the world.  He and she would surely die, but the bust had a chance to live.  But now she had the feeling that the work was of less importance than the man; and that she herself was an insignificant spoiled person of no importance whatever.  When Blizzard entered the studio she had the feeling that a great and busy man was, out of pure good nature, wasting his time upon an unknown artist.  But she knew very well that such was not the case.  She knew that he came to the studio because she attracted him, and for no other reason.  And at times she felt keenly curious to know just how much she attracted him, and the morbid wish, for which she hated herself, of leading him into some sort of a declaration.

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