“If you think it worth your while.”

“I would come from the other side of the world to see you made happy,” said Nick.

She turned her face aside.  “You are very kind.”

“Think so?” There was a note of banter in his voice.  “It’s the first time you ever accused me of that.”

She made no rejoinder.  She had a feeling at the throat that prevented speech, even had she had any words to utter.  Certainly, as he had discovered, she was very tired.  It was physical weariness, no doubt, but she had an almost overmastering desire to shed childish tears.

“You trot back now,” said Nick cheerily.  “I can grub along quite well by myself.”

She turned back silently.  Why was it that the world seemed so grey and cold on that golden summer afternoon?  She sat down again in the sunshine, and began to trace an aimless design in the sand with the stick Nick had left behind.  Away in the distance she heard his cracked voice humming.  Was he really as cheerful as he seemed, she wondered?  Or was he merely making the best of things?

Again her thoughts went back to Olga’s pathetic little revelation.  Strange that she who knew him so intimately should never have seen him in such a mood!  But did she know him after all?  It was a question she had asked herself many times of late.  She remembered how he had lightly told her that he had a reverse side.  But had she ever really seen it, save for those brief glimpses by Olga’s bedside, and as it was reflected in the child’s whole-souled devotion to him?  She wished with all her heart that he would lift the veil just once for her and show her his inner soul.

Again her thoughts passed to her approaching marriage.  She had received a letter from Blake that day, telling her at length of his plans.  He and Daisy had been staying in the same house, but he was just returning to town.  He was to sail in less than a fortnight, and would come and say good-bye to her immediately before his departure.  The letter had been courteously kind throughout, but she had not felt tempted to read it again.  It contained no reference to their wedding, save such as she chose to attribute to the concluding sentence:  “We can talk everything over when we meet.”  A sense of chill struck her when she recalled the words.  He was very kind, of course, and invariably meant well; but she had begun to realise of late that there were times when she found him a little heavy and unresponsive.  Not that she had ever desired any demonstration of tenderness from him, heaven knew.  But the very consciousness that she had not desired this added to the chill.  She was not quite sure that she wanted to see him again before he sailed.  Certainly he had never bored her; but it was not inconceivable that he might do so.  She shivered ever so slightly.  It was not an exciting prospect—­life with Blake.  He was quite sure to be kind to her.  He would consider her in every way.  But was that after all quite all she wanted?  A great sigh welled suddenly up from the bottom of her heart.  Life was ineffably dreary—­when it was not revoltingly horrible.