will not control, they will only advise to what they
think most for my interest, and I hope that my conduct
will not be unworthy of their approbation.”
“Pardon me, my dear Eliza,” said he, “if
I am impertinent; it is my regard for you which impels
me to the presumption. Do you intend to give your
hand to Mr. Boyer?” “I do not intend to
give my hand to any man at present. I have but
lately entered society, and wish, for a while, to enjoy
my freedom in the participation of pleasures suited
to my age and sex.” “These,”
said he, “you are aware, I suppose, when you
form a connection with that man, you must renounce,
and content yourself with a confinement to the tedious
round of domestic duties, the pedantic conversation
of scholars, and the invidious criticisms of a whole
town.” “I have been accustomed,”
said I, “and am therefore attached, to men of
letters; and as to the praise or censure of the populace,
I hope always to enjoy that approbation of conscience
which will render me superior to both. But you
forget your promise not to talk in this style, and
have deviated far from the character of a friend and
brother, with, which you consented to rest satisfied.”
“Yes; but I find myself unequal to the task.
I am not stoic enough tamely to make so great a sacrifice.
I must plead for an interest in your favor till you
banish me from your presence, and tell me plainly
that you hate me.” We had by this time reached
the gate, and as we dismounted, were unexpectedly
accosted by Mr. Selby, who had come, agreeably to
promise, to dine with us, and receive my letter to
Mr. Boyer.
Major Sanford took his leave as General Richman appeared
at the door. The general and his lady rallied
me on my change of company, but very prudently concealed
their sentiments of Major Sanford while Mr. Selby
was present. Nothing material occurred before
and during dinner, soon after which Mr. Selby went
away. I retired to dress for the assembly, and
had nearly completed the labor of the toilet when Mrs.
Richman entered. “My friendship for you,
my dear Eliza,” said she, “interests me
so much in your affairs that I cannot repress my curiosity
to know who has the honor of your hand this evening.”
“If it be any honor,” said I, “it
will be conferred on Major Sanford.” “I
think it far too great to be thus bestowed,”
returned she. “It is perfectly astonishing
to me that the virtuous part of my sex will countenance,
caress, and encourage those men whose profession it
is to blast their reputation, destroy their peace,
and triumph in their infamy.” “Is
this, madam, the avowed design of Major Sanford?”
“I know not what he avows, but his practice
too plainly bespeaks his principles and views.”
“Does he now practise the arts you mention?
or do you refer to past follies?” “I cannot
answer for his present conduct; his past has established
his character.” “You, madam, are
an advocate for charity; that, perhaps, if exercised
in this instance, might lead you to think it possible