Sweet as the sleep of innocence the day,
By transports measured, lightly danced
away;
To love, to bliss, the unioned soul was
given,
And—ah, too happy!—asked
no brighter heaven.
And must the hours in ceaseless anguish
roll?
Will no soft sunshine cheer my clouded
soul?
Can this dear earth no transient joy supply?
Is it my doom to hope, despair, and die?
O, come once more, with soft endearments
come;
Burst the cold prison of the sullen tomb;
Through favored walks thy chosen maid
attend
Where well-known shades their pleasing
branches bend;
Shed the soft poison of thy speaking eye,
And look those raptures lifeless words
deny.
Still he, though late, reheard what ne’er
could tire,
But, told each eve, fresh pleasures would
inspire;
Still hope those scenes which love and
fancy drew,
But, drawn a thousand times, were ever
new.
Can fancy paint, can words express,
Can aught on earth my woes redress?
E’en thy soft smiles can ceaseless
prove
Thy truth, thy tenderness, and love.
Once thou couldst every bliss inspire,
Transporting joy and gay desire;
Now cold Despair her banner rears,
And Pleasure flies when she appears;
Fond Hope within my bosom dies,
And Agony her place supplies.
O thou, for whose dear sake I bear
A doom so dreadful, so severe,
May happy fates thy footsteps guide,
And o’er thy peaceful home
preside;
Nor let E——a’s
early tomb
Infect thee with its baleful gloom.
Still another poem, of more genuine beauty and strength than either of these, has been preserved in her own handwriting, which I doubt not the reader will thank me for introducing here, although it bears more of recrimination than the others.
Thy presents to some happier lover send;
Content thyself to be Lucinda’s
friend.
The soft expression of thy gay design
Ill suits the sadness of a heart like
mine—
A heart like mine, forever doomed to prove
Each tender woe, but not one joy of love.
First from my arms a dying lover torn,
In early life it was my fate to mourn.
A father next, by fate’s relentless
doom,
With heartfelt woe I followed to the tomb.
Now all was lost; no friends remained
to guide
My erring step, or calm life’s boisterous
tide.
Again th’ admiring youths around
me bowed;
And one I singled from the sighing crowd.
Well skilled he was in every winning art—
To warm the fancy, or to touch the heart.
Why must my pen the noble praise deny,
Which virtue, worth, and honor should
supply?
O youth beloved! what pangs my breast
has borne
To find thee false, ungrateful, and forsworn!
A shade and darkness o’er my prospect
spreads,
The damps of night and death’s eternal
shades.
The scorpion’s sting, by disappointment
brought,
And all the horrors of despairing thought,
Sad as they are, I might, perhaps, endure,
And bear with patience what admits no
cure.
But here my bosom is to madness moved;
I suffer by the wrongs of him I loved.


