not without making the boat tip perilously. The
immense breadth and volume of the river suddenly seized
my eyes and imagination as it were, and I began to
fancy that if I got into the middle of the stream I
should not be able to paddle myself back against it—which,
indeed, might very well have proved the case.
Then I became nervous, and paddled all on one side,
by which means, of course, I only turned the boat
round. S—— began to fidget
about, getting up from where I had placed her, and
terrifying me with her unsteady motions and the rocking
of the canoe. I was now very much frightened,
and saw that I
must get back to shore before
I became more helpless than I was beginning to feel;
so laying S—— down in the bottom
of the boat as a preliminary precaution, I said to
her with infinite emphasis, ‘Now lie still there,
and don’t stir, or you’ll be drowned,’
to which, with her clear grey eyes fixed on me, and
no sign whatever of emotion, she replied deliberately,
’I shall lie still here, and won’t stir,
for I should not like to be drowned,’ which,
for an atom not four years old, was rather philosophical.
Then I looked about me, and of course having drifted,
set steadily to work and paddled home, with my heart
in my mouth almost till we grazed the steps, and I
got my precious freight safe on shore again, since
which I have taken no more paddling lessons without
my slave and master, Jack.
We have had a death among the people since I last
wrote to you. A very valuable slave called Shadrach
was seized with a disease which is frequent, and very
apt to be fatal here—peri-pneumonia; and
in spite of all that could be done to save him, sank
rapidly, and died after an acute illness of only three
days. The doctor came repeatedly from Darien,
and the last night of the poor fellow’s life
—— himself watched with him.
I suppose the general low diet of the negroes must
produce some want of stamina in them; certainly, either
from natural constitution or the effect of their habits
of existence, or both, it is astonishing how much less
power of resistance to disease they seem to possess
than we do. If they are ill, the vital energy
seems to sink immediately. This rice cultivation,
too, although it does not affect them as it would whites—to
whom, indeed, residence on the rice plantation after
a certain season is impossible—is still,
to a certain degree, deleterious even to the negroes.
The proportion of sick is always greater here than
on the cotton plantation, and the invalids of this
place are not unfrequently sent down to St. Simon’s
to recover their strength, under the more favourable
influences of the sea air and dry sandy soil of Hampton
Point.