Fenwick's Career eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 376 pages of information about Fenwick's Career.

Fenwick's Career eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 376 pages of information about Fenwick's Career.

Idly her mind wandered through the past; through the years of dumb, helpless bitterness, when she would have given the world to undo what she had done, and could see no way, consistently with the beliefs which still held her; and through the first hours of sharp reaction, produced partly by events in her own history and partly by fresh and unexpected information.  She had thought of John as hard, prosperous, and cruel; removed altogether out of her social ken, a rich and fashionable gentleman who might have and be what he would.  The London letter of a Canadian weekly paper had given her the news of his election to the Academy.  Then, from the same source, she had learnt of the quarrel, the scene with the Hanging Committee, the noisy resignation, and all the controversy surrounding it.  She read and re-read every line of this scanty news, pondering and worrying over it.  How like John, to ruin himself by these tempers!  And yet, of course, he had been abominably treated!—­any one could see that.  From her anger and concern sprang new growths of feeling in a softened heart.  If she had only been there!

Well!—­what did it matter?  The great lady who advised and patronised him no doubt had been there.  If she had not been able to smooth out the tangle, what chance would his despised wife have had with him?

Then—­last fall—­there had come to the farm in the green Ontario country, a young artist, sent out on a commission from an English publishing firm who were producing a great illustrated book on Canada.  The son of the house, who was at college in Montreal, had met him, and made friends with him; had brought him home to draw the farm, and the apple-orchards, heavy with fruit.  And there, night after night, he had sat talking in the rich violet dusk; talking to this sad-faced Mrs. Wilson, this Englishwoman, who understood his phrases and his ways, and had been in contact with artists in her youth.

John Fenwick!  Why, of course, he knew all about John Fenwick!  Quarrelsome, clever chap!  Had gone up like a rocket, and was now nowhere.  What call had he to quarrel with the Academy?  The Academy had treated him handsomely enough—­much better than it had treated a lot of other fellows.  The public wouldn’t stand his airs and his violence.  He wasn’t big enough.  A Whistler might be insolent, and gain by it; but the smaller men must keep civil tongues in their heads.  Oh, yes, talent of course—­enormous talent!—­but a poor early training, and a man wants all his time to get the better of that—­instead of spouting and scribbling all over the place.  No—­John Fenwick would do nothing more of importance.  Mrs. Wilson might take his word for that—­sorry if he had said anything unpleasant of a friend of hers.  General report, besides, made him an unhappy, moody kind of fellow, living alone, with very few friends, taking nobody’s advice—­and as obstinate as a pig about his work.

So said this young Daniel-come-to-judgement, between the whiffs of his pipe, in the Canadian farm-garden, while the darkness came down and hid the face of the silent woman beside him.

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