Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 9 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 358 pages of information about Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 9.

Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 9 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 358 pages of information about Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 9.

They all joined in a kind of melancholy chorus, and each accused him and herself, and some of them one another.  But the eyes of all, in turn, were cast upon my cousin James, as the person who had kept up the general resentment against so sweet a creature.  While he was hardly able to bear his own remorse:  nor Miss Harlowe her’s; she breaking out into words, How tauntingly did I write to her!  How barbarously did I insult her!  Yet how patiently did she take it!—­Who would have thought that she had been so near her end!—­O Brother, Brother! but for you!—­But for you!—­Double not upon me, said he, my own woes!  I have every thing before me that has passed!  I thought only to reclaim a dear creature that had erred!  I intended not to break her tender heart!  But it was the villanous Lovelace who did that—­not any of us!—­Yet, Cousin, did she not attribute all to me?—­I fear she did!—­Tell me only, did she name me, did she speak of me, in her last hours?  I hope she, who could forgive the greatest villain on earth, and plead that he may be safe from our vengeance, I hope she could forgive me.

She died blessing you all; and justified rather than condemned your severity to her.

Then they set up another general lamentation.  We see, said her father, enough we see, in her heart-piercing letters to us, what a happy frame she was in a few days before her death—­But did it hold to the last?  Had she no repinings?  Had the dear child no heart burnings?

None at all!—­I never saw, and never shall see, so blessed a departure:  and no wonder; for I never heard of such a preparation.  Every hour, for weeks together, were taken up in it.  Let this be our comfort:  we need only to wish for so happy an end for ourselves, and for those who are nearest to our hearts.  We may any of us be grieved for acts of unkindness to her:  but had all happened that once she wished for, she could not have made a happier, perhaps not so happy an end.

Dear soul! and Dear sweet soul! the father, uncles, sister, my cousin Hervey, cried out all at once, in accents of anguish inexpressibly affecting.

We must for every be disturbed for those acts of unkindness to so sweet a child, cried the unhappy mother!—­Indeed! indeed! [softly to her sister Hervey,] I have been too passive, much too passive in this case!—­The temporary quiet I have been so studious all my life to preserve, has cost me everlasting disquiet!——­There she stopt.

Dear Sister! was all Mrs. Hervey could say.

I have done but half my duty to the dearest and most meritorious of children, resumed the sorrowing mother!—­Nay, not half!—­How have we hardened our hearts against her!——­Again her tears denied passage to her words.

My dearest, dearest Sister!—­again was all Mrs. Hervey could say.

Would to Heaven, proceeded, exclaiming, the poor mother, I had but once seen her!  Then, turning to my cousin James, and his sister—­O my son!  O my Arabella! if we were to receive as little mercy—­And there again she stopt, her tears interrupting her farther speech; every one, all the time, remaining silent; their countenances showing a grief in their hearts too big for expression.

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