him into the clown’s attention. The clown,
drawing from the wide pantaloons a dollar, pantomimed
to Bud. He held it up for the boy and all the
spectators to see. Alternately he pointed to the
trick mule and to the coin, coaxing and questioning
by signs, as he did so. It took perhaps a minute
for Bud’s embarrassment to wear off. Then
two motives impelled him to act. He didn’t
propose to let the North-enders see his embarrassment,
and he saw that he might earn the dollar for Miss
Morgan’s missionary box, thus mitigating the
disgrace he had brought upon her in church. This
inspiration literally flashed over Bud, and before
he knew it, he was standing in the ring, with his head
cocked upon one side to indicate his utter indifference
to everything in the world. Of course it was
a stupendous pretence. For under his pretty starched
shirt, which Miss Morgan had forced on him in the hurry
of departure, his heart was beating like a little
windmill in a gale. As Bud bestrode the donkey
the cheers of the throng rose, but above the tumult
he could hear the North End jeering him. He could
hear the words the North-enders spoke, even their
“ho-o-oho-os,” and their “nyayh-nyayh-nyayahs,”
and their “look—at—old—pretty—boy’s,”
and their “watch-him-hit-the-roof’s,”
and their “get-a-basket’s,” and
similar remarks less desirable for publication.
As the donkey cantered off, Bud felt sure he could
keep his seat. Once the animal bucked. Bud
did not fall. The donkey ran, and stopped quickly.
Bud held on. Then the donkey’s feet twinkled—it
seemed to Bud in the very top of the tent—and
Bud slid off the animal’s neck to the ring.
The clown brought the boy his hat, and stood over
him as he rose. Bud laughed stupidly into the
chalked face of the clown, who handed Bud a dollar,
remarking in a low voice, “Well, son, you’re
a daisy. They generally drop the first kick.”
[Illustration]
[Illustration: “Well, son, you’re
a daisy. They generally drop the first kick.”]
What passed in the ring as Bud left it, bedraggled
and dusty, did not interest him. He brushed himself
as he went. The band was playing madly, and the
young woman in the stiff skirts was standing by her
horse ready to mount. The crowd did not stop laughing;
Bud inclined his head to dust his knickerbockers,
and then in a tragic instant he saw what was convulsing
the multitude with laughter. The outer seam of
the right leg of his velveteen breeches was gone, and
a brown leg was winking in and out from the flapping
garment as he walked. Wildly he gathered the
parted garment, and it seemed to him that he never
would cover the ground between the ring and the benches.
In the course of several aeons—which the
other boys measured by fleeting minutes—the
wave of shame that covered Bud subsided. Pins
bound up the wounds in his clothes. He drew a
natural breath, and was able to join the mob which
howled down the man who announced the concert.