lived so long as brother and sister, they had from
their earliest childhood so intimately associated
with each other, Ellen and Edward were to her so like
her own children, that not once did she imagine Ellen
loved her cousin. She watched her closely, and
she was more and more convinced that she had something
to conceal. She was certain her decided rejection
of Walter proceeded from her affections being already
engaged, which had also blinded her to his attentions;
and she was convinced also that Ellen loved in vain,
and therefore, though she longed to console and soothe
her, she resolved not to speak to her on the subject,
and wring from her a secret which, when once betrayed,
though revealed to her alone, might be still more
painful to endure. Mrs. Hamilton’s manner
was so kind, so soothing, so calculated to support
and strengthen, that Ellen more than once wondered
whether her aunt had indeed discovered her secret;
but she could not speak of it. She could not
even to the being she loved best on earth, with the
exception of one, thus lay bare her aching heart.
Often and often she longed to throw herself in the
arms of her aunt and weep, but she controlled the
impulse, and bore on in silence and outward cheerfulness;
strengthened in her efforts by the conviction that
Herbert knew not, imagined not the truth.
Young Cameron was grieved and disappointed, for his
love for Ellen was indeed sincere, but he could not
mistake her letter; he saw there was no hope, her
expressions of friendship and kindness were soothing
and gratifying, they prevented all bitterness of feeling,
and he determined to preserve the friendship and brotherly
regard which she so frankly proffered.
Mrs. Cameron was at first somewhat hurt at Ellen’s
decided rejection of her son, but she could not long
retain any emotion of coolness towards her, she could
not resist the affectionate manner of Ellen, and all
was soon as usual between them. A visit with
Percy to Castle Malvern, at Lord Louis’s earnest
entreaty, to Walter was an agreeable change, though
it had at first been a struggle to rouse himself sufficiently.
There the character and conversation of Lady Florence
Lyle, to his excited fancy, so much resembled Ellen’s,
that unconsciously he felt soothed and happy.
From Castle Malvern, he joined his regiment with Lord
Louis, who had received a commission in the same troop,
and by the time Captain Cameron returned to Oakwood,
he could associate with Ellen as a friend and a brother.
Above a year, it is true, elapsed before that time,
and in that period events had occurred at Oakwood,
as unexpected as they were mournful—but
we will not anticipate.