And then we both laughed, and felt comfortable together.  Her knitting mania had given way to one she called transferring.  She brought a little basket filled with rags, worn-out embroideries, collars, cuffs, and edges of handkerchiefs, from which she cut the needle-work, to sew again on new muslin.  She looked at embroidery with an eye merely to its capacity for being transferred.  Alice proved a treasure to her, by giving her heaps of fine work.  She and Aunt Merce were pleased with each other, and when we were ready to come away, Alice begged her to visit her every year.  I made no farewell visits—­my ill health was sufficient excuse; but my schoolmates came to bid me good-bye, and brought presents of needlebooks, and pincushions, which I returned by giving away yards of ribbon, silver fruit-knives, and Mrs. Hemans’s poems, which poetess had lately given my imagination an apostrophizing direction.  Miss Prior came also, with a copy of “Young’s Night Thoughts,” bound in speckled leather This hilarious and refreshing poem remained at the bottom of my trunk, till Temperance fished it out, to read on Sundays, in her own room, where she usually passed her hours of solitude in hemming dish-towels, or making articles called “Takers.”  Dr. Price came, too, and even the haughty four Ryders.  Alice was gratified with my popularity.  But I felt cold at heart, doubtful of myself, drifting to nothingness in thought and purpose.  None saw my doubts or felt my coldness.

I shook hands with all, exchanged hopes and wishes, and repeated the last words which people say on departure.  Alice and I neither kissed nor shook hands.  There was that between us which kept us apart.  A hard, stern face was still in our recollection.  We remembered a certain figure, whose steps had ceased about the house, whose voice was hushed, but who was potent yet.

“We shall not forget each other,” she said.

And so I took my way out of Rosville.  Ben Somers went with us to Boston, and stayed at the Bromfield.  In the morning he disappeared, and when he returned had an emerald ring, which he begged me to wear, and tried to put it on my finger, where he had seen the diamond.  I put it back in its box, thanking him, and saying it must be stored with the farewell needlebooks and pincushions.

“Shall we have some last words now?”

Aunt Merce slipped out, with an affectation of not having heard him.  We laughed, and Ben was glad that I could laugh.

“How do you feel?”

“Rather weak still.”

“I do not mean so, but in your mind; how are you?”

“I have no mind.”

“Must I give up trying to understand you, Cassandra?”

“Yes, do.  You’ll visit Alice?  You can divine her intentions.  She is a good woman.”

“She will be, when she knows how.”

“What o’clock is it?”

“Incorrigible!  Near ten.”

“Here is father, and we must start.”