How long this lasted I did not know. I was hardly conscious that I was conscious.
I heard a word now and then: “Look out there!” “Hold on!” “Wait a second!”
A moment before, I had walked out of the hotel among the pines ... these are not pines; they are oaks. A moment before, the night sky had been overcast with rain-clouds ... now the sky is blue over my head, and the sun is hot. My head whirs with pain and fear—fear of insanity. I have been hurt; I have been unconscious ... I cannot recollect what hurt me....
But no; there was no mental danger, for my senses were returning. I could feel that I was being borne, in a way unknown to me, by some unknown men. I could not see the men, but I could hear them step,—sometimes very clumsily, causing me renewed pain,—and I could hear them speak, and breathe heavily.
Now I thought I could see tents, and great fear came on me.
We passed between objects like tents, and went on; we were in a field, or some open space; I could see no trees. Then I heard, or thought I heard, a voice cry out strange syllables, “Hep! Hep! Hep!”—and again, “Hep! Hep! Hep!”
Well, well ... this is a dream; I’ll soon wake up; but it is vivid while it lasts.
Yet the strange dream continued. How long had I been dreaming? I dreamed that the men came to a stop. They lowered me to the ground.
I looked at them. They were looking at me. Their faces were strange. They were dirty. They were clothed alike. I closed my eyes. I tried to think.
“There he goes again,” said a voice.
I felt a hand on my wrist. I opened my eyes. I saw a face bending over me. The face rose. It was a good face. This man’s head was bare. He had spectacles. He was not dirty.
“Bring him in,” said the man with the good face.
I was lifted again. I was taken into a tent ... certainly a tent. There were low beds in the tent—pallets on the ground. There were forms on the beds.
The men laid me on a bed. They straightened my limbs. Then one of them raised me from behind, and another took off my coat, or I supposed so, though I did not clearly see. Then they went away.
I was thirsty. I tried to speak, but could not speak. The man with the spectacles came to me. He said: “I am going to dress your head. You are not hurt badly.”
My head was paining me, then, because I had been hurt? Yes, that must be true. If this was a dream, this part of it was not unreasonable. The man went away.
But did I ever have such a nightmare before? I had supposed that people awoke before they were hurt.
The man came again. He brought a bowl of water and a spoon. He raised my head, and put a spoonful of water to my lips. I tried to open my mouth, but could not.
He called, “William!” A negro man came. The negro took my head in his hands. The man with the spectacles opened my mouth, and put water into it. I swallowed. Then he put the bowl to my lips and I drank. Both went away.