The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 04 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 573 pages of information about The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 04.

The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 04 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 573 pages of information about The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 04.

“I had sold a few gems, and now, after wandering many days, I arrived in a village.  Even as I was entering it, a strange feeling came over me—­I was frightened and did not know why.  But I soon discovered why—­it was the very same village in which I was born.  How astonished I was!  How the tears of joy ran down my cheeks as a thousand strange memories came back to me!  There were a great many changes; new houses had been built, others, which had then only recently been erected, were now in a state of dilapidation.  I came across places where there had been a fire.  Everything was a great deal smaller and more crowded than I had expected.  I took infinite delight in the thought of seeing my parents again after so many years.  I found the little house and the well-known threshold—­the handle on the door was just as it used to be.  I felt as if I had only yesterday left it ajar.  My heart throbbed vehemently.  I quickly opened the door—­but faces entirely strange to me stared at me from around the room.  I inquired after the shepherd, Martin, and was told that both he and his wife had died three years before.  I hurried out and, crying aloud, left the village.

“I had looked forward with such pleasure to surprising them with my riches, and as a result of a remarkable accident the dream of my childhood had really come true.  And now it was all in vain—­they could no longer rejoice with me—­the fondest hope of my life was lost to me forever.

“I rented a small house with a garden in a pleasant city, and engaged a waiting-maid.  The world did not appear to be such a wonderful place as I had expected, but the old woman and my former home dropped more and more out of my memory, so that, upon the whole, I lived quite contentedly.

“The bird had not sung for a long time, so that I was not a little frightened one night when he suddenly began again.  The song he sang, however, was different—­it was: 

  O solitude
  Of lonely wood,
  A vanished good
  In dreams pursued,
  In absence rued,
  O solitude!

“I could not sleep through the night; everything came back to my mind, and I felt more than ever that I had done wrong.  When I got up the sight of the bird was positively repugnant to me; he was constantly staring at me, and his presence worried me.  He never ceased singing now, and sang more loudly and shrilly than he used to.  The more I looked at him the more uneasiness I felt.  Finally, I opened the cage, stuck my hand in, seized him by the neck and squeezed my fingers together forcibly.  He looked at me imploringly, and I relaxed my grip—­but he was already dead.  I buried him in the garden.

“And now I was often seized with fear of my waiting-maid.  My own past came back to me, and I thought that she too might rob me some day, or perhaps even murder me.  For a long time I had known a young knight whom I liked very much—­I gave him my hand, and with that, Mr. Walther, my story ends.”

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