But as long as I am convinced that I have acted as a true Christian and an honest patriot, I can despise all these criticisms.  I would not act otherwise, if I had my whole life to live over again.  But I would be more prudent, as I am better acquainted with the character of those in whom I confided most.  The peace of mind and cheerfulness which innocence and the consciousness of good deeds impart, are too perceptible to me, to allow me to hesitate for a moment between the demands of selfishness and those of humanity.”]