about social conventions, as vigorous as Mr. Greatheart,
and with a tenderness for the feebler sort of pilgrims.
To-day he was blithe and yet serious; he allowed me
to ask him questions, and he explained to me technical
terms. I felt like a child dandled in the arms
of a sage, allowed to blow upon his watch till it
opened, and to pull his beard. “No,”
he said, “I don’t advise you, at your
age, to try and study philosophy. It requires
rather a peculiar kind of mind. You will have
to divest words of poetical associations and half-meanings,
and arrive at a kind of mathematical appreciation
of their value. You had much better talk to me,
if you care to, and I will tell you all I can.
Besides,” he added, “much modern philosophy
is a criticism of methods; it has become so special
a business that we have most of us drifted quite beyond
the horizon, like the higher mathematicians, into
questions that have no direct meaning for the ordinary
mind. We want a philosopher with a power of literary
expression, who can make some attempt to translate
our results into ordinary language.” “Why
could you not do it?” I said, “Ah,”
said he, “that is not my line! It needs
a certain missionary spirit. The thing amuses
and interests me; but I don’t feel sure that
it can be made intelligible—and moreover,
I do not think it would be wholly profitable either.
We have not determined enough; besides, ordinary people
had better act by intuition rather than by reason.
There are, too, many data missing, and perhaps the
men of science will some day be in a position to give
us some, but they have not got far enough yet.”
And then we plunged into the subject; but I will not
attempt to reproduce what was said, because I cannot
remember it, and I should no doubt grossly misrepresent
my master. But he led me a fine dance.
It was like a walk I took the other day when I was
staying in a mountain country. A companion of
mine, tired like myself of inaction, went off with
me, and we climbed a high mountain. For some hours
we walked in the clouds, in a close-shifting circle
of mist, seeing nothing but the little cairns that
marked the way, and the bleak grasses at our feet.
Now and then we crossed a cold stream that came bubbling
into our dim circle, and raved hoarsely away in fretted
cataracts. Once we passed a black and silent tarn,
with leaden waves lapping among the stones. Once
or twice, as we descended, the skirts of the cloud
drew up suddenly, and revealed black crags and rocky
bastions, and down below a great valley, with sheep
grazing, pastures within stone enclosures, little
farms, and mountain bases red with fern.
That was like my mental excursion to-day. It
was very cold and misty on the heights of my friend’s
mind. I recognised sometimes familiar things,
but all strangely enlarged and transfigured. Once
or twice, too, the whole veil flew up, and disclosed
a familiar scene, which I felt had some dim connection
with the chill and vaporous height, but I could not
discern what it was; and when we came down again, the
heights were still impenetrably shrouded.