Venetia eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 593 pages of information about Venetia.

Venetia eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 593 pages of information about Venetia.
all, that mournful truth, that, after all, we have no friends that we can depend upon in this life but our parents.  All other intimacies, however ardent, are liable to cool; all other confidence, however unlimited, to be violated.  In the phantasmagoria of life, the friend with whom we have cultivated mutual trust for years is often suddenly or gradually estranged from us, or becomes, from, painful, yet irresistible circumstances, even our deadliest foe.  As for women, as for the mistresses of our hearts, who has not learnt that the links of passion are fragile as they are glittering; and that the bosom on which we have reposed with idolatry all our secret sorrows and sanguine hopes, eventually becomes the very heart that exults in our misery and baffles our welfare?  Where is the enamoured face that smiled upon our early love, and was to shed tears over our grave?  Where are the choice companions of our youth, with whom we were to breast the difficulties and share the triumphs of existence?  Even in this inconstant world, what changes like the heart?  Love is a dream, and friendship a delusion.  No wonder we grow callous; for how few have the opportunity of returning to the hearth which they quitted in levity or thoughtless weariness, yet which alone is faithful to them; whose sweet affections require not the stimulus of prosperity or fame, the lure of accomplishments, or the tribute of flattery; but which are constant to us in distress, and console us even in disgrace!

Before she retired for the night, Lady Annabel was anxious to see Plantagenet.  Mistress Pauncefort had informed her of his visit to his mother’s room.  Lady Annabel found Cadurcis in the gallery, now partially lighted by the moon which had recently risen.  She entered with her light, as if she were on her way to her own room, and not seeking him.

‘Dear Plantagenet,’ she said, ‘will you not go to bed?’

‘I do not intend to go to bed to-night,’ he replied.

She approached him and took him by the hand, which he did not withdraw from her, and they walked together once or twice up and down the gallery.

‘I think, dear child,’ said Lady Annabel, ’you had better come and sit with us.’

‘I like to be alone,’ was his answer; but not in a sullen voice, low and faltering.

‘But in sorrow we should be with our friends,’ said Lady Annabel.

‘I have no friends,’ he answered.  ‘I only had one.’

’I am your friend, dear child; I am your mother now, and you shall find me one if you like.  And Venetia, have you forgotten your sister?  Is she not your friend?  And Dr. Masham, surely you cannot doubt his friendship?’

Cadurcis tried to stifle a sob.  ‘Ay, Lady Annabel,’ he said, ’you are my friend now, and so are you all; and you know I love you much.  But you were not my friends two years ago; and things will change again; they will, indeed.  A mother is your friend as long as she lives; she cannot help being your friend.’

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