Her father came up.  His footsteps on the stairs caused her intolerable anguish.  On entering the house she had hated to hear his voice, and now that hatred was intensified a thousandfold.  His voice sounded in her ears false, ominous, abominable.  She could not have opened the door to him, and the effort required to speak a few words, to say she was tired and wished to be left alone, was so great that it almost cost her her reason.  It was a great relief to hear him go.  She asked herself why she hated to hear his voice, but before she could answer a sudden recollection of the tramp sprang upon her.  Her nostrils recalled the smell, and her eyes saw the long, thin nose and the dull liquorish eyes beside her on the pillow.

She got up and walked about the room, and its appearance contrasted with and aggravated the fierceness of the fever of passion and horror that raged within her.  The homeliness of the teacups and the plates, the tin bath, painted yellow and white, so grotesque and so trim.

But not its water nor even the waves of the great sea would wash away remembrance.  She pressed her face against the pane.  The wide sea, so peaceful, so serene!  Oblivion, oblivion, O for the waters of oblivion!

Then for an hour she almost forgot; sometimes she listened, and the shrill singing of the canary was mixed with thoughts of her dead brothers and sisters, of her mother.  She was waked from her reveries by the farm bell ringing the labourers’ dinner hour.

Night had been fearsome with darkness and dreams, but the genial sunlight and the continuous externality of the daytime acted on her mind, and turned vague thoughts, as it were, into sentences, printed in clear type.  She often thought she was dead, and she favoured this idea, but she was never wholly dead.  She was a lost soul wandering on those desolate hills, the gloom descending, and Brighton and Southwick and Shoreham and Worthing gleaming along the sea banks of a purple sea.  There were phantoms—­there were two phantoms.  One turned to reality, and she walked by her lover’s side, talking of Italy.  Then he disappeared, and she shrank from the horrible tramp; then both men grew confused in her mind, and in despair she threw herself on her bed.  Raising her eyes she caught sight of her prayer-book, but she turned from it moaning, for her misery was too deep for prayer.

The lunch bell rang.  She listened to the footsteps on the staircase; she begged to be excused, and she refused to open the door.

The day grew into afternoon.  She awoke from a dreamless sleep of about an hour, and still under its soothing influence, she pinned up her hair, settled the ribbons of her dressing gown, and went downstairs.  She found her father and John in the drawing-room.

“Oh, here is Kitty!” they exclaimed.

“But what is the matter, dear?  Why are you not dressed?” said Mr Hare.  “But what is the matter....  Are you ill?” said John, and he extended his hand.