The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 19, May, 1859 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 19, May, 1859.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 19, May, 1859 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 19, May, 1859.
more of it.  I had no sooner come to the end than Fanny said, “Who is going to take care of the children she leaves at home?” I had never thought to ask!  I was disappointed;—­my news was quite imperfect; I might as well not have tried to bring any news.  But it was never so with Miss Agnes.  I believe it was because she was really interested in what concerned others, that they always told her willingly about themselves; and though she never was inquisitive about others’ affairs, yet she knew very well all that was going on.

So she was a most valuable member of our home-circle, and was welcome also among our friends.  And we thought her beautiful, too.  She was very tall and slender, and her light-brown eyes were of the color of her light-brown hair.  We liked to see her come into the room,—­her smile and face made sunshine there; and she was more to us than a governess,—­she was our dear friend.

But now she looked round at me, pale and sad.  She suddenly saw that I looked astonished at her, and she said, “I am not well, Jeanie, but we will not say anything about it.  I am going to my room; to-morrow I shall be better.”  She held her hand to her head, and I thought there must be some heavy pain there, she still looked so sad and pale.  She bade us all good night and went away.

I did not tell the others what had happened,—­partly because, as I have said, I was not in the way of telling things, and partly because they were all talking and had not observed what had been going on.  But I found the paper Fanny had been reading, and wondered if there were anything in what she had read that could have moved Miss Agnes so much.  I had not been paying much attention to the reading, but I knew upon which side of the paper to look.  Fanny told me it was time for me to go to bed, however, and I left my search before I could find anything that seemed to concern Miss Agnes.  I stopped at her door, and bade her good night again; and she came out to me, and kissed me, and said,—­I was a good child, and I must not trouble myself about her.

The next day she seemed quiet, yet the same as ever.  Though I said nothing to anybody else about her fainting, I could not help telling my friend Jessie of it;—­for I always told Jessie everything.  Fanny called us the two Jays, we chattered so when we were together.  I knew she would not tell anybody, so I could not help sharing my wonder with her,—­what could have made Miss Agnes faint so suddenly?  She thought it must have been something in the newspaper,—­perhaps the death of some friend, or the marriage of some other.  I was willing to look again, and this time remembered three things that Fanny had just been reading when I had looked up at Miss Agnes.  One was about Mr. Paul Shattuck;—­in descending from a haycart, he had fallen upon a pitchfork, and had seriously wounded his thigh.  Another was the marriage of Mr. Abraham Black to Miss Susan Whitcomb, and Fanny had wondered if she were related to the Whitcombs

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