Give us new flesh, new birth. Elect of heav’n
May we become; in thine election sure
Contain’d, and to one purpose stedfast drawn,
Our soul’s salvation!
Thou,
and I, dear friend,
With
filial recognition sweet, shall know
One
day the face of our dear mother in heaven;
And
her remember’d looks of love shall greet
With
looks of answering love; her placid smiles
Meet
with a smile as placid, and her hand
With
drops of fondness wet, nor fear repulse.
Be
witness for me, Lord, I do not ask
Those
days of vanity to return again
(Nor
fitting me to ask, nor thee to give),
Vain
loves and wanderings with a fair-hair’d maid,
Child
of the dust as I am, who so long
My
captive heart steep’d in idolatry
And
creature-loves. Forgive me, O my Maker!
If
in a mood of grief I sin almost
In
sometimes brooding on the days long past,
And
from the grave of time wishing them back,
Days
of a mother’s fondness to her child,
Her
little one.
O
where be now those sports,
And
infant play-games? where the joyous troops
Of
children, and the haunts I did so love?
O
my companions, O ye loved names
Of
friend or playmate dear; gone are ye now;
Gone
diverse ways; to honour and credit some,
And
some, I fear, to ignominy and shame!
I
only am left, with unavailing grief
To
mourn one parent dead, and see one live
Of
all life’s joys bereft and desolate:
Am
left with a few friends, and one, above
The
rest, found faithful in a length of years,
Contented
as I may, to bear me on
To
the not unpeaceful evening of a day
Made
black by morning storms!
September, 1797.
WRITTEN SOON AFTER THE PRECEDING POEM
Thou should’st have longer liv’d, and to the grave
Have peacefully gone down in full old age!
Thy children would have tended thy gray hairs.
We might have sat, as we have often done,
By our fireside, and talk’d whole nights away,
Old times, old friends, and old events recalling;
With many a circumstance, of trivial note,
To memory dear, and of importance grown.
How shall we tell them in a stranger’s ear?
A wayward son ofttimes was I to thee;
And yet, in all our little bickerings,
Domestic jars, there was, I know not what,
Of tender feeling, that were ill exchang’d
For this world’s chilling friendships, and their smiles
Familiar, whom the heart calls strangers still.
A heavy lot hath he, most wretched man!
Who lives the last of all his family.
He looks around him, and his eye discerns


