In the Cage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 134 pages of information about In the Cage.

In the Cage eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 134 pages of information about In the Cage.

When hurry was, better still, impossible, it was because of the pleasantest thing of all, the particular element of their contact—­she would have called it their friendship—­that consisted of an almost humorous treatment of the look of some of his words.  They would never perhaps have grown half so intimate if he had not, by the blessing of heaven, formed some of his letters with a queerness—!  It was positive that the queerness could scarce have been greater if he had practised it for the very purpose of bringing their heads together over it as far as was possible to heads on different sides of a wire fence.  It had taken her truly but once or twice to master these tricks, but, at the cost of striking him perhaps as stupid, she could still challenge them when circumstances favoured.  The great circumstance that favoured was that she sometimes actually believed he knew she only feigned perplexity.  If he knew it therefore he tolerated it; if he tolerated it he came back; and if he came back he liked her.  This was her seventh heaven; and she didn’t ask much of his liking—­she only asked of it to reach the point of his not going away because of her own.  He had at times to be away for weeks; he had to lead lets life; he had to travel—­there were places to which he was constantly wiring for “rooms”:  all this she granted him, forgave him; in fact, in the long run, literally blessed and thanked him for.  If he had to lead his life, that precisely fostered his leading it so much by telegraph:  therefore the benediction was to come in when he could.  That was all she asked—­that he shouldn’t wholly deprive her.

Sometimes she almost felt that he couldn’t have deprived her even had he been minded, by reason of the web of revelation that was woven between them.  She quite thrilled herself with thinking what, with such a lot of material, a bad girl would do.  It would be a scene better than many in her ha’penny novels, this going to him in the dusk of evening at Park Chambers and letting him at last have it.  “I know too much about a certain person now not to put it to you—­excuse my being so lurid—­that it’s quite worth your while to buy me off.  Come, therefore; buy me!” There was a point indeed at which such flights had to drop again—­the point of an unreadiness to name, when it came to that, the purchasing medium.  It wouldn’t certainly be anything so gross as money, and the matter accordingly remained rather vague, all the more that she was not a bad girl.  It wasn’t for any such reason as might have aggravated a mere minx that she often hoped he would again bring Cissy.  The difficulty of this, however, was constantly present to her, for the kind of communion to which Cocker’s so richly ministered rested on the fact that Cissy and he were so often in different places.  She knew by this time all the places—­Suchbury, Monkhouse, Whiteroy, Finches—­and even how the parties on these occasions were composed; but her subtlety

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