sweetheart an honest kiss!” And Andrew, doubting
if the minister were not behind the door and he should
not find himself married out of hand, irresolute,
cowardly, too weak to give up the Sabrina and that
sweet new title just ringing in his ears, was pushed
along by Mr. Maurice’s foolish, hearty hand
till he found himself bending over Frarnie with his
arm around her waist, his lips upon her cheek, and
without, as it seemed to him, either choice or volition
on his part. But as he looked up and saw the
portraits of the girl’s grandfathers, where they
appeared to be looking down at him stern and questioning,
a guilty shame over the wrong he was doing their child
smote him sorely: he saw that he had allowed the
one instant of choice to slip away; the sense came
over him that he had sealed his own doom, while a
vision of Louie’s face, full of desolation and
horror, was scorching in upon his soul; and there,
in the moment of betrothal, his punishment began.
He stole down to the Sabrina’s wharf that evening,
after the moon had set, and looking round to see that
it was quite forsaken at that hour, he took from his
neck a long, slender hair-chain to drop over into
the deep water there; but as he held the thing it
seemed suddenly to coil round his hand with a caress,
as if it were still a part of Louie’s self.
He stamped his foot and ground his heel into the earth
there with a cry and an oath, and put the chain back
again whence he had taken it, and swore he would wear
it till they laid his bones under ground. And
he looked up at the dark lines of the brig looming
like the black skeleton of an evil thing against the
darkness of the night, and he cursed himself for a
traitor to both women—for a hypocrite,
a craven, a man sold to the highest bidder. Well,
well, Captain Traverse, there are curses that cling!
And Louie sat in the gloom at the window of the fisherman’s
cottage down below the town, and sighed and wondered
and longed and waited, but Captain Traverse went back
to the Maurices’ mansion.
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*
It is one of the enigmas of this existence how women
forgive the wrong of such hours as came to Louie now—hours
of suspense and suffering—hours of a misery
worse than the worm’s misery in blindness and
pain before it finds its wings.
At first she expected her lover, and speculated as
to his delay, and fretted to think anything might
detain him from her; and now she was amazed, and now
vexed, and now she was forgiving the neglect, accusing
herself and making countless excuses for him; and now
imagining a thousand dire mishaps. But as the
third day came and he was still away—he
who had been always wont to seek her as soon as the
craft was made fast to wharf—then she felt
her worst forebodings taking bodily shape: he
was ill, he had fallen overboard, he had left the
vessel at Liverpool and shipped upon another, and
a letter would come directly to say so; or else he
had been waylaid and robbed and made away with:
not once did she dream that he was false to her—to
her, a portion of his own life!