Lectures on Art eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 203 pages of information about Lectures on Art.

Lectures on Art eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 203 pages of information about Lectures on Art.
that seized me, at seeing a duck made drunk by eating rum-cherries.  I turned my back on the window.  Another hour followed, then another, and another:  I was still as far from poetry as ever; every object about me seemed bent against my abstraction; the card-racks fascinating me like serpents, and compelling me to read, as if I would get them by heart, “Dr. Joblin,” “Mr. Cumberback,” “Mr. Milton Bull,” &c. &c.  I took up my pen, drew a sheet of paper from my writing-desk, and fixed my eyes upon that;—­’t was all in vain; I saw nothing on it but the watermark, D.  Ames.  I laid down the pen, closed my eyes, and threw my head back in the chair.  “Are you waiting to be shaved, Sir?” said a familiar voice.  I started up, and overturned my servant.  “No, blockhead!”—­“I am waiting to be inspired";—­but this I added mentally.  What is the cause of my difficulty? said I. Something within me seemed to reply, in the words of Lear, “Nothing comes of nothing.”  Then I must seek a subject.  I ran over a dozen in a few minutes, chose one after another, and, though twenty thoughts very readily occurred on each, I was fain to reject them all; some for wanting pith, some for belonging to prose, and others for having been worn out in the service of other poets.  In a word, my eyes began to open on the truth, and I felt convinced that that only was poetry which a man writes because he cannot help writing; the irrepressible effluence of his secret being on every thing in sympathy with it,—­a kind of flowering of the soul amid the warmth and the light of nature.  I am no poet, I exclaimed, and I will not disfigure Mr. Ames with commonplace verses.

I know not how I should have borne this second disappointment, had not the title of a new Novel, which then came into my head, suggested a trial in that branch of letters.  I will write a Novel.  Having come to this determination, the next thing was to collect materials.  They must be sought after, said I, for my late experiment has satisfied me that I might wait for ever in my elbow-chair, and they would never come to me; they must be toiled for,—­not in books, if I would not deal in second-hand,—­but in the world, that inexhaustible storehouse of all kinds of originals.  I then turned over in my mind the various characters I had met with in life; amongst these a few only seemed fitted for any story, and those rather as accessories; such as a politician who hated popularity, a sentimental grave-digger, and a metaphysical rope-dancer; but for a hero, the grand nucleus of my fable, I was sorely at a loss.  This, however, did not discourage me.  I knew he might be found in the world, if I would only take the trouble to look for him.  For this purpose I jumped into the first stage-coach that passed my door; it was immaterial whither bound, my object being men, not places.  My first day’s journey offered nothing better than a sailor who rebuked a member of Congress for swearing.  But at the third

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