worth the hazard of my voyage; sometimes for a ramble
one way, sometimes another; and I believe verily,
if I had had the boat that I went from Sallee in, I
should have ventured to sea, bound any where, I knew
not whither. I have been, in all my circumstances,
a memento to those who are touched with the
general plague of mankind, whence, for aught I know,
one half of their miseries flow; I mean that of not
being satisfied with the station wherein God and nature
hath placed them: for, not to look back upon my
primitive condition, and the excellent advice of my
father, the opposition to which was, as I may call
it, my original sin, my subsequent mistakes
of the same kind had been the means of my coming into
this miserable condition; for had that Providence,
which so happily seated me at the Brazils as a planter,
blessed me with confined desires, and I could have
been contented to have gone on gradually, I might have
been, by this time, I mean in the time of my being
in this island, one of the most considerable planters
in the Brazils; nay, I am persuaded, that by the improvements
I had made in that little time I lived there, and
the increase I should probably have made if I had remained,
I might have been worth a hundred thousand moidores:
and what business had I to leave a settled fortune,
a well-stocked plantation, improving and increasing,
to turn supercargo to Guinea to fetch negroes, when
patience and time would have so increased our stock
at home, that we could have bought them at our own
door from those whose business it was to fetch them?
and though it had cost us something more, yet the difference
of that price was by no means worth saving at so great
a hazard. But as this is usually the fate of
young heads, so reflection upon the folly of it is
as commonly the exercise of more years, or of the dear-bought
experience of time: so it was with me now; and
yet so deep had the mistake taken root in my temper,
that I could not satisfy myself in my station, but
was continually poring upon the means and possibility
of my escape from this place: and that I may,
with the greater pleasure to the reader, bring on
the remaining part of my story, it may not be improper
to give some account of my first conceptions on the
subject of this foolish scheme for my escape, and
how, and upon what foundation I acted.
I am now to be supposed retired into my castle, after my late voyage to the wreck, my frigate laid up and secured under water, as usual, and my condition restored to what it was before; I had more wealth, indeed, than I had before, but was not at all the richer; for I had no more use for it than the Indians of Peru had before the Spaniards came there.


