in very well for their own destruction: for by
two o’clock I had so worked, that I had on the
first cart the phalanx of fuses; on the second a goodly
number of kegs, cartridge-cases and cartridge-boxes,
full of powder, explosive cottons and gelatines, and
liquid nitro-glycerine, and earthy dynamite, with
some bombs, two reels of cordite, two pieces of tarred
cloth, a small iron ladle, a shovel, and a crow-bar;
the cab came next, containing a considerable quantity
of loose coal; and lastly, in the private carriage
lay four big cans of common oil. And first, in
the Laboratory, I connected a fuse-conductor with a
huge tun of blasting-gelatine, and I set the fuse on
the ground, timed for the midnight of the twelfth
day thence; and after that I visited the Main Factory,
the Carriage Department, the Ordnance Store Department,
the Royal Artillery Barracks, and the Powder Magazines
in the Marshes, traversing, as it seemed to me, miles
of building; and in some I laid heaps of oil-saturated
coal with an explosive in suitable spots on the ground-floor
near wood-work, and in some an explosive alone:
and all I timed for ignition at midnight of the twelfth
day. Hot now, and black as ink, I proceeded through
the town, stopping with perfect system at every hundredth
door: and I laid the faggots of a great burning:
and timed them all for ignition at midnight of the
twelfth day.
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Whatever door I found closed against me I drove at
it with a maniac malice.
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Shall I commit the whole dark fact to paper?—that
deep, deep secret of the human organism?
As I wrought, I waxed wicked as a demon! And
with lowered neck, and forward curve of the lower
spine, and the blasphemous strut of tragic play-actors,
I went. For here was no harmless burning which
I did—but the crime of arson; and a most
fiendish, though vague, malevolence, and the rage
to burn and raven and riot, was upon me like a dog-madness,
and all the mood of Nero, and Nebuchadnezzar:
and from my mouth proceeded all the obscenities of
the slum and of the gutter, and I sent up such hisses
and giggles of challenge to Heaven that day as never
yet has man let out. But this way lies a spinning
frenzy....
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I have taken a dead girl with wild huggings to my
bosom; and I have touched the corrupted lip, and spat
upon her face, and tossed her down, and crushed her
teeth with my heel, and jumped and jumped upon her
breast, like the snake-stamping zebra, mad, mad...!
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