forming a single long corridor-like chamber, except
the front (east) two, which are divided into three
apartments; in each side of the house are six panels
of massive plain silver, half-an-inch thinner in their
central space, where are affixed paintings, 22 or else
21 taken at the burning of Paris from a place called
‘The Louvre,’ and 2 or else 3 from a place
in England: so that the panels have the look of
frames, and are surrounded by oval garlands of the
palest amethyst, topaz, sapphire, and turquoise which
I could find, each garland being of only one kind
of stone, a mere oval ring two feet wide at the sides
and narrowing to an inch at the top and bottom, without
designs. The galleries are five separate recesses
in the outer walls under the roofs, two in the east
facade, and one in the north, south, and west, hung
with pavilions of purple, blue, rose and white silk
on rings and rods of gold, with gold pilasters and
banisters, each entered by four steps from the roof,
to which lead, north and south, two spiral stairs of
cedar. On the east roof stands the kiosk, under
which is the little lunar telescope; and from that
height, and from the galleries, I can watch under
the bright moonlight of this climate, which is very
like lime-light, the for-ever silent blue hills of
Macedonia, and where the islands of Samothraki, Lemnos,
Tenedos slumber like purplish fairies on the Aegean
Sea: for, usually, I sleep during the day, and
keep a night-long vigil, often at midnight descending
to bathe my coloured baths in the lake, and to disport
myself in that strange intoxication of nostrils, eyes,
and pores, dreaming long wide-eyed dreams at the bottom,
to return dazed, and weak, and drunken. Or again—
twice
within these last void and idle six months—I
have suddenly run, bawling out, from this temple of
luxury, tearing off my gaudy rags, to hide in a hut
by the shore, smitten for one intense moment with
realisation of the past of this earth, and moaning:
’alone, alone ... all alone, alone, alone ...
alone, alone....’ For events precisely resembling
eruptions take place in my brain; and one spangled
midnight—ah, how spangled!—I
may kneel on the roof with streaming, uplifted face,
with outspread arms, and awe-struck heart, adoring
the Eternal: the next, I may strut like a cock,
wanton as sin, lusting to burn a city, to wallow in
filth, and, like the Babylonian maniac, calling myself
the equal of Heaven.
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*
But it was not to write of this—of all
this—!
Of the furnishing of the palace I have written nothing....
But why I hesitate to admit to myself what I know,
is not clear. If They speak to me, I may surely
write of Them: for I do not fear Them, but am
Their peer.
Of the island I have written nothing: its size,
climate, form, vegetation.... There are two winds:
a north and a south wind; the north is cool, and the
south is warm; and the south blows during the winter
months, so that sometimes on Christmas-day it is quite
hot; and the north, which is cool, blows from May
to September, so that the summer is hardly ever oppressive,
and the climate was made for a king. The mangal-stove
in the south hall I have never once lit.