Beauty?  Yes.  A wild, imposing grandeur that stirred some responsive chord in her.  If only one could live amid such surrounding with a contented mind, she thought, the wilderness would have compensations of its own.  She had an uneasy feeling that isolation from everything that had played an important part in her life might be the least depressing factor in this new existence.  She could not view the rough and ready standards of the woods with much equanimity—­not as she had that day seen them set forth.  These things were bound to be a part of her daily life, and all the brief span of her years had gone to forming habits of speech and thought and manner diametrically opposed to what she had so far encountered.

She nursed her chin in her hand and pondered this.  She could not see how it was to be avoided.  She was there, and perforce she must stay there.  She had no friends to go elsewhere, or training in the harsh business of gaining a livelihood if she did go.  For the first time she began dully to resent the manner of her upbringing.  Once she had desired to enter hospital training, had been properly enthusiastic for a period of months over a career in this field of mercy.  Then, as now, marriage, while accepted as the ultimate state, was only to be considered through a haze of idealism and romanticism.  She cherished certain ideals of a possible lover and husband, but always with a false sense of shame.  The really serious business of a woman’s life was the one thing to which she made no attempt to apply practical consideration.  But her parents had had positive ideas on that subject, even if they were not openly expressed.  Her yearnings after a useful “career” were skilfully discouraged,—­by her mother because that worthy lady thought it was “scarcely the thing, Stella dear, and so unnecessary”; by her father because, as he bluntly put it, it would only be a waste of time and money, since the chances were she would get married before she was half through training, and anyway a girl’s place was at home till she did get married.  That was his only reference to the subject of her ultimate disposition that she could recall, but it was plain enough as far as it went.

It was too late to mourn over lost opportunities now, but she did wish there was some one thing she could do and do well, some service of value that would guarantee self-support.  If she could only pound a typewriter or keep a set of books, or even make a passable attempt at sewing, she would have felt vastly more at ease in this rude logging camp, knowing that she could leave it if she desired.

So far as she could see things, she looked at them with measurable clearness, without any vain illusions concerning her ability to march triumphant over unknown fields of endeavor.  Along practical lines she had everything to learn.  Culture furnishes an excellent pair of wings wherewith to soar in skies of abstraction, but is a poor vehicle to carry one over rough roads.  She might have remained in Philadelphia, a guest among friends.  Pride forbade that.  Incidentally, such an arrangement would have enabled her to stalk a husband, a moneyed husband, which did not occur to her at all.  There remained only to join Charlie.  If his fortunes mended, well and good.  Perhaps she could even help in minor ways.