Somewhere in France eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 163 pages of information about Somewhere in France.

Somewhere in France eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 163 pages of information about Somewhere in France.
who had lived and died in Paris.  The bracelet he had offered to Jeanne, but she did not like it and had advised him to turn it into money and, as the aged relative had wished, spend it upon himself.  That was three years since, and now were it missing Jeanne would believe that at some time in the past he had followed her advice.  So he carried the bracelet away with him.  For a year it would keep a single man in comfort.

His next step was to acquaint himself with the nature of the affliction on account of which he was to destroy himself.  At the public library he collected a half-dozen books treating of blindness, and selected his particular malady.  He picked out glaucoma, and for his purpose it was admirably suited.  For, so Jimmie discovered, in a case of glaucoma the oculist was completely at the mercy of the patient.  Except to the patient the disease gave no sign.  To an oculist a man might say, “Three nights ago my eyesight played me the following tricks,” and from that the oculist would know the man was stricken with glaucoma; but the eyes would tell him nothing.

The next morning to four oculists Jimmie detailed his symptoms.  Each looked grave, and all diagnosed his trouble as glaucoma.

“I knew it!” groaned Jimmie, and assured them sooner than go blind he would jump into the river.  They pretended to treat this as an extravagance, but later, when each of them was interviewed, he remembered that Mr. Blagwin had threatened to drown himself.  On his way to the train Jimmie purchased a pair of glasses and, in order to invite questions, in the club car pretended to read with them.  When his friends expressed surprise, Jimmie told them of the oculists he had consulted, and that they had informed him his case was hopeless.  If this proved true, he threatened to drown himself.

On his return home he explained to Jeanne he had seen the lawyer, and that that gentleman suggested the less she knew of what was going on the better.  In return Jeanne told him she had sent for Maddox and informed him that, until the divorce was secured, they had best not be seen together.  The wisdom of this appealed even to Maddox, and already, to fill in what remained of the summer, he had departed for Bar Harbor.  To Jimmie the relief of his absence was inexpressible.  He had given himself only a week to live, and, for the few days still remaining to him, to be alone with Jeanne made him miserably happy.  The next morning Jimmie confessed to his wife that his eyes were failing him.  The trouble came, he explained, from a fall he had received the year before steeplechasing.  He had not before spoken of it, as he did not wish to distress her.  The oculists he had consulted gave him no hope.  He would end it, he declared, in the gun-room.

Jeanne was thoroughly alarmed.  That her old playmate, lover, husband should come to such a plight at the very time she had struck him the hardest blow of all filled her with remorse.  In a hundred ways she tried to make up to him for the loss of herself and for the loss of his eyes.  She became his constant companion; never had she been so kind and so considerate.  They saw no one from the outside, and each day through the wood paths that circled their house made silent pilgrimages.  And each day on a bench, placed high, where the view was fairest, together, and yet so far apart, watched the sun sink into the sound.

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