The sailors, rough and coarse as they are, had too much real feeling to remark upon this surprising change, and in a few moments it seemed forgotten in the excitement of finally setting sail.  When I next saw him, Dick’s features were hard and stony as ever; but last night, when almost every one was asleep, I saw him bring out the Bible of which he had quietly taken possession, and I noticed that he had sewed a coarse covering over it, and held it as if it were made of gold.

When you and I, Bennie, used to kneel down so regularly, and say our prayers every night, I did not think that the same act would ever require a stronger effort of moral courage than any thing I have ever done.  The first night we were out, after reading a chapter, as we always do at home, before getting into my little berth, I knelt down, without even thinking that there was any body on board who would not do the same thing.  I was so taken up with the duty I was performing, that I did not notice if others were looking at me; for if ever I felt the need of the protection of God, it is now.  The land is so full of things that men have made, and they are so busy all around you, that it does not seem half so much as if it were God’s own world as the ocean, where every object, except the little vessel you are in, is of his creation.  As I looked up and saw all the universe he had made, and round on the broad waters, and thought how soon, with one wave, they could sweep us out of existence, I felt the need of prayer more than ever before, and I cannot now imagine how those men could sleep, without first asking God to take care of them.  I am afraid, though, that some of the sailors don’t even believe that there is such a being, and they say his awful name without any fear, and ask him to curse each other every few moments, as if they had never heard what a dreadful thing it is to be under the displeasure of the Almighty.

When I got up from my knees, I heard a loud laugh from “Blunt Harry,” who called out to Clarendon,—­“Why don’t you rock that baby to sleep, now he has said his prayers, and then say your own and turn in?”

Clarendon would have made some angry reply, but he has found out that there is no use in getting in a passion, for the men consider him on a perfect level with themselves, and will say what they choose to him.

“Let the boy alone,” interposed Moody Dick.  “I only wish I could say my prayers this night with the same childlike confidence.”

“No, don’t mind them, my fine fellow,” said Old Jack, the same man who had spoken so warmly of the Seamen’s Friend Society, and he gave me a rough tap on the shoulder, which even my coarse shirt did not prevent from stinging.  “They all envy you, for I used to talk just as they do, and when at the worst I would have changed places with any body who had a fair chance of landing in heaven.”

While this conversation was going on, Clarendon bit his lips with displeasure, and the next day he told me that I might as well say my prayers after I got into my berth.  I was surprised that my proud brother, who scorns the idea of being influenced by the opinion of any one, should want to have me ashamed of worshipping God before those whom he pretends to despise.  Though I love him dearly, I did not follow his advice, and when the second night I did the same thing, no one laughed at me.