“You will guess the purpose of so long an introduction. I appeal to you, sir, as a good and, let me add, a great man. I have no other pretensions to your favour than that I am an unhappy one. It is not easy to support the thoughts of confinement; and I am coward enough to dread such an end to my suspense. Can you, sir, in any degree aid me with propriety? Will you ask any demonstrations of my veracity? I have imposed upon myself, but I have been guilty of no other imposition Let me, if possible, interest your compassion. I know those of rank and fortune are teased with frequent petitions, and are compelled to refuse the requests even of those whom they know to be in distress; it is, therefore, with a distant hope I ventured to solicit such favour: but you will forgive me, sir, if you do not think proper to relieve. It is impossible that sentiments like yours can proceed from any but a humane and generous heart.
“I will call upon you, sir, to-morrow,
and if I have not the
happiness to obtain credit with you, I
must submit to my fate.
My existence is a pain to myself, and
every one near and dear
to me are distressed in my distresses.
My connections, once
the source of happiness, now embitter
the reverse of my
fortune, and I have only to hope a speedy
end to a life so
unpromisingly begun: in which (though
it ought not to be
boasted of) I can reap some consolation
from looking to the end
of it. I am, sir, with, the greatest
respect, your obedient
and most humble servant,
GEORGE
CRABBE.”
The letter is undated, but, as we shall see, must have been written in February or March of 1781. Crabbe delivered it with his own hands at Burke’s house in Charles Street, St. James’s, and (as he long after told Walter Scott) paced up and down Westminster Bridge all night in an agony of suspense.
This suspense was not of long duration Crabbe made his threatened call, and anxiety was speedily at an end. He had sent with his letter specimens of his verse still in manuscript. Whether Burke had had time to do more than glance at them—for they had been in his hands but a few hours—is uncertain. But it may well have been that the tone as well as the substance of Crabbe’s letter struck the great statesman as something apart from the usual strain of the literary pretender. During Burke’s first years in London, when he himself