she drew nearer the home which sheltered her infancy.
She had been but a few weeks in the family we have
alluded to, when, returning from her accustomed walk,
her eyes met those of a young man habited as a seaman.
He appeared to be about five-and-twenty, and his features
were rather manly than handsome. There was a
dash of boldness and confidence in his countenance;
but as the eyes of the maiden met his, he turned aside
as if abashed and passed on. Tibby blushed at
her foolishness, but she could not help it, she felt
interested in the stranger. There was an expression,
a language, an inquiry in his gaze, she had never
witnessed before. She would have turned round
to cast a look after him, but she blushed deeper at
the thought, and modesty forbade it. She walked
on for a few minutes, upbraiding herself for entertaining
the silly wish, when the child who walked by her side
fell a few yards behind. She turned round to call
him by his name—Tibby was certain that
she had no motive but to call the child, and though
she did steal a sidelong glance towards the spot where
she had passed the stranger, it was a mere accident,
it could not be avoided—at least so the
maiden wished to persuade her conscience against her
conviction; but that glance revealed to her the young
sailor, not pursuing the path on which she had met
him, but following her within the distance of a few
yards, and until she reached her master’s door,
she heard the sound of his footsteps behind her.
She experienced an emotion between being pleased and
offended at his conduct, though we suspect the former
eventually predominated, for the next day she was
upon the Links as usual, and there also was the young
seaman, and again he followed her to within sight of
her master’s house. How long this sort
of dumb love-making, or the pleasures of diffidence
continued, we cannot tell. Certain it is that
at length he spoke, wooed, and conquered; and about
a twelvemonth after their first meeting, Tibby Fowler
became the wife of William Gordon, the mate of a foreign
trader. On the second week after their marriage
William was to sail upon a long, long voyage, and
might not be expected to return for more than twelve
months. This was a severe trial for poor Tibby,
and she felt as if she would not be able to stand
up against it. As yet her husband knew nothing
of her dowry, and for this hour she had reserved its
discovery. A few days before their marriage she
had lifted her money from the bank and deposited it
in her chest.
“No, Willie, my ain Willie,” she cried, “ye maunna, ye winna leave me already: I have neither faither, mother, brother, nor kindred; naebody but you, Willie; only you in the wide world; and I am a stranger here, and ye winna leave your Tibby. Say that ye winna, Willie.” And she wrung his hand, gazed in his face, and wept.
“I maun gang, dearest; I maun gang,” said Willie, and pressed her to his breast; “but the thocht o’ my ain wifie will mak the months chase ane anither like the moon driving shadows owre the sea. There’s nae danger in the voyage, hinny, no a grain o’ danger; sae dinna greet; but come, kiss me, Tibby, and when I come hame I’ll mak ye leddy o’ them a’.”