The Grip of Desire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 328 pages of information about The Grip of Desire.

The Grip of Desire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 328 pages of information about The Grip of Desire.

She held the belief which all girls hold; a nice little belief very convenient and very simple:  the sweet Jesus, the Paschal Lamb, and the Immaculate Conception.  Around this trio gravitated all the rest, but graceful and light as the mists which float at sun-rise.

Therefore the Captain had not thought it his duty to disappoint his daughter, when she said to him one Sunday morning, “My darling papa, I am going to Mass.”  He let her go, grumbling; and she noticed Marcel.

The fine figure of the priest struck her; she was touched by the sound of his voice, and while she fixed her gaze upon him, she encountered his, and their eyes fell.

In the days when she took her walks at Saint-Denis, and saw for the first time that she was admired by some handsome young men, she had not experienced a more delicious emotion.

She was astonished and almost ashamed at it, and nevertheless she returned for Vespers on purpose to see the Cure.  She soon gained the certainty that she had attracted his attention, and she was flattered at it.  What! she, a little school-girl, was she distracting from his prayers, at the very foot of the altar, a minister of the altar?  She felt herself rise in importance.  But her natural modesty made her reflect directly:  “Has he looked at me because I am a stranger, or because I am pretty?”

She was almost afraid that it was not this latter reason; Marcel’s eyes reassured her.

Nevertheless, the first impulse of self-love satisfied, what did it concern her?  How did this priest’s admiration affect her?  Is a priest a man?  It must be no more thought of.  But she could not prevent herself from thinking of him, being pleased at his finding her pretty.  Others, doubtless, had found her pretty before he did; perhaps had told her so in a whisper, but was that the same thing?

The silent admiration of this grave personage, clothed in a sacred character, raised her all at once in her own eyes more than a thousand warm glances or timid declarations from insignificant and common-place youths.  Besides, he was young, he was handsome, and his position, his studies placed him far above the ignorant and common people, whom she elbowed since her return.

At night, the pale fine countenance of the Cure of Althausen crossed her dreams several times; she was not disturbed at it, but she said to herself that she would like to have a closer acquaintance with this shepherd of men, who had made so deep an impression on her.

She was affected by his grave voice, soft and sad, more than by his look, and, with a school-girl’s simplicity, she asked herself, if a heart could not beat beneath that black robe.

The visit of Marcel filled her with a strange trouble, and she hesitated a long time before showing herself to him.  Then the bitter raillery of her father tortured her heart and wounded her in her delicate maidenly sentiments.  She suffered more than he from the insults which he received, and she vowed to herself to have them forgiven.

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