The Grip of Desire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 328 pages of information about The Grip of Desire.

The Grip of Desire eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 328 pages of information about The Grip of Desire.

—­Nothing has happened, Mademoiselle; as to your father, I saw him this morning getting into a carriage:  I believe that he is well.

—­But what is it then? what is it? do not hide anything from me.

—­I am hiding nothing from you, Mademoiselle, nothing grievous has happened.  Be comforted.  I was passing by in my walk, I saw the light, I observed you, your window was partly open.  I stopped and said to myself:  Perhaps I can make a sign to Mademoiselle Durand that I am going away.

—­Oh, Heavens, I am trembling all over....  What! you are going away?  And where?  And when?

—­To-morrow morning, Mademoiselle, after Mass.

—­For ever?

—­Perhaps.

—­You are leaving Althausen so, without saying good-bye to your parishioners, to your friends!

—­I have no friends, Mademoiselle, I have only you, who are willing to hear me some ... friendship; only you, who have sometimes thought of the poor solitary at the parsonage, therefore I thank you for it from the bottom of my heart, and I wanted to bid you ... farewell.

—­But why this sudden and unexpected departure?

—­A more important cure is offered me, Mademoiselle, and I have, like others, a little grain of ambition.

—­Oh, I understand, Monsieur, and let me congratulate you on this change in your fortune.  Is it far?

—­Nancy, Mademoiselle.

—­Nancy!  I am glad of it on your account.  You will have distractions there which you have not here.  I almost envy you.

—­Do not envy me, Mademoiselle, for I carry away death in my soul.  I am sorrowful as Christ at Golgotha.  I spoke to you of ambition.  It is false, I have no ambition.  Other motives than miserable calculations compel me to depart.

—­Motives ... serious?

—­You will understand them, Mademoiselle, for I must confess it to you, and that I should not do if I was to remain in this parish.  But from the day I saw you, I have felt myself drawn towards you by an invincible sympathy.  Oh, be not disturbed.  Let not my words offend you; it is the fondness which I should have felt for a dearly-loved sister, if God had given me one.  Believe it truly, Mademoiselle, the spotless calyx of the lily, the emblem of purity, is not more chaste than my thoughts when they fly towards you, for when I think of you, I think of the queen of angels; that is why I wished to see you again and bid you farewell.

—­I thank you, sir.

—­I wished to say to you:  Farewell!  I go away, but tell me, not if I may ask to see you sometimes again—­I dare not ask so great a favour—­but if I shall have the right to mingle my memory with yours, my thought with your thought; tell me if you wish me to remain your friend though far away.  We leave one another, we separate, but is that a reason why all should end?  May we not write, give one another advice, follow one another from afar on the arduous road of life?

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