Dawn eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 695 pages of information about Dawn.

Dawn eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 695 pages of information about Dawn.

Lady Bellamy looked at her wonderingly, for her eyes could still express her emotions.

“You are a fine creature,” she said, “and, if you believe that, perhaps it will be true for you, since Faith must be the measure of realization.  But, after all, he may not have married her.  That will be for you to find out.”

“How can I find out?”

“By writing to him, of course—­to the care of Mrs. Carr, Madeira.  That is sure to find him.”

“Thank you.  How can I thank you enough?”

“It seems to me that you owe me few thanks.  You are always foolish about what tends to secure your own happiness, or you would have thought of this before.”

There was a pause, and then Angela rose to go.

“Are you going.  Yes, go.  I am not fit company for such as you.  Perhaps we shall not meet again; but, in thinking of all the injuries that I have done you, remember that my punishment is proportionate to my sin.  They tell me that I may live for years.”

Angela gazed at the splendid wreck beneath her, and an infinite pity swelled in her gentle heart.  Stooping, she kissed her on the forehead.  A wild astonishment filled Lady Bellamy’s great, dark eyes.

“Child, child, what are you doing? you do not know what I am, or you would not kiss me!”

“Yes, Lady Bellamy,” she said, quietly, “I do, that is, I know what you have been; but I want to forget that.  Perhaps you will one day be able to forget it too.  I do not wish to preach, but perhaps, after all, this terrible misfortune may lead you to something better.  Thank God, there is forgiveness for us all.”

Her words touched some forgotten chord in the stricken woman’s heart, and two big tears rolled down the frozen cheeks.  They were the first Anne Bellamy had wept for many a day.

“Your voice,” she said, “has a music that awakes the echoes from a time when I was good and pure like you, but that time has gone for ever.”

“Surely, Lady Bellamy, the heart that can remember it can also strive to reach another like it.  If you have descended the cliff whence those echoes spring, into a valley however deep, there is still another cliff before you that you may climb.”

“It is easy to descend, but we need wings to climb.  Look at me, Angela; my body is not more crippled and shorn of power than my dark spirit is of wings.  How can I climb?”

Angela bent low beside her and whispered a few words in her ear, then rose with a shy blush upon her face.  Lady Bellamy shut her eyes.  Presently she opened them again.

“Do not speak any more of this to me now,” she said.  “I must have time.  The instinct of years cannot be brushed away in a day.  If you knew all the sins I have committed, perhaps you would think too that for such as I am there is no forgiveness and no hope.”

“Whilst there is life there is hope, and, as I once heard Mr. Fraser say, the real key to forgiveness is the desire to be forgiven.”

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