Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

   “’Under the bludgeoning of Chance
   My head is bloody but unbowed.’”

“You like Henley,” Brissenden said, his expression changing swiftly to large graciousness and tenderness.  “Of course, I couldn’t have expected anything else of you.  Ah, Henley!  A brave soul.  He stands out among contemporary rhymesters—­magazine rhymesters—­as a gladiator stands out in the midst of a band of eunuchs.”

“You don’t like the magazines,” Martin softly impeached.

“Do you?” was snarled back at him so savagely as to startle him.

“I—­I write, or, rather, try to write, for the magazines,” Martin faltered.

“That’s better,” was the mollified rejoinder.  “You try to write, but you don’t succeed.  I respect and admire your failure.  I know what you write.  I can see it with half an eye, and there’s one ingredient in it that shuts it out of the magazines.  It’s guts, and magazines have no use for that particular commodity.  What they want is wish-wash and slush, and God knows they get it, but not from you.”

“I’m not above hack-work,” Martin contended.

“On the contrary—­” Brissenden paused and ran an insolent eye over Martin’s objective poverty, passing from the well-worn tie and the saw-edged collar to the shiny sleeves of the coat and on to the slight fray of one cuff, winding up and dwelling upon Martin’s sunken cheeks.  “On the contrary, hack-work is above you, so far above you that you can never hope to rise to it.  Why, man, I could insult you by asking you to have something to eat.”

Martin felt the heat in his face of the involuntary blood, and Brissenden laughed triumphantly.

“A full man is not insulted by such an invitation,” he concluded.

“You are a devil,” Martin cried irritably.

“Anyway, I didn’t ask you.”

“You didn’t dare.”

“Oh, I don’t know about that.  I invite you now.”

Brissenden half rose from his chair as he spoke, as if with the intention of departing to the restaurant forthwith.

Martin’s fists were tight-clenched, and his blood was drumming in his temples.

“Bosco!  He eats ’em alive!  Eats ’em alive!” Brissenden exclaimed, imitating the spieler of a locally famous snake-eater.

“I could certainly eat you alive,” Martin said, in turn running insolent eyes over the other’s disease-ravaged frame.

“Only I’m not worthy of it?”

“On the contrary,” Martin considered, “because the incident is not worthy.”  He broke into a laugh, hearty and wholesome.  “I confess you made a fool of me, Brissenden.  That I am hungry and you are aware of it are only ordinary phenomena, and there’s no disgrace.  You see, I laugh at the conventional little moralities of the herd; then you drift by, say a sharp, true word, and immediately I am the slave of the same little moralities.”

“You were insulted,” Brissenden affirmed.

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