Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

Martin Eden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 523 pages of information about Martin Eden.

“I wish you wouldn’t smoke any more,” she whispered.  “Please, for—­my sake.”

“All right, I won’t,” he cried.  “I’ll do anything you ask, dear love, anything; you know that.”

A great temptation assailed her.  In an insistent way she had caught glimpses of the large, easy-going side of his nature, and she felt sure, if she asked him to cease attempting to write, that he would grant her wish.  In the swift instant that elapsed, the words trembled on her lips.  But she did not utter them.  She was not quite brave enough; she did not quite dare.  Instead, she leaned toward him to meet him, and in his arms murmured:-

“You know, it is really not for my sake, Martin, but for your own.  I am sure smoking hurts you; and besides, it is not good to be a slave to anything, to a drug least of all.”

“I shall always be your slave,” he smiled.

“In which case, I shall begin issuing my commands.”

She looked at him mischievously, though deep down she was already regretting that she had not preferred her largest request.

“I live but to obey, your majesty.”

“Well, then, my first commandment is, Thou shalt not omit to shave every day.  Look how you have scratched my cheek.”

And so it ended in caresses and love-laughter.  But she had made one point, and she could not expect to make more than one at a time.  She felt a woman’s pride in that she had made him stop smoking.  Another time she would persuade him to take a position, for had he not said he would do anything she asked?

She left his side to explore the room, examining the clothes-lines of notes overhead, learning the mystery of the tackle used for suspending his wheel under the ceiling, and being saddened by the heap of manuscripts under the table which represented to her just so much wasted time.  The oil-stove won her admiration, but on investigating the food shelves she found them empty.

“Why, you haven’t anything to eat, you poor dear,” she said with tender compassion.  “You must be starving.”

“I store my food in Maria’s safe and in her pantry,” he lied.  “It keeps better there.  No danger of my starving.  Look at that.”

She had come back to his side, and she saw him double his arm at the elbow, the biceps crawling under his shirt-sleeve and swelling into a knot of muscle, heavy and hard.  The sight repelled her.  Sentimentally, she disliked it.  But her pulse, her blood, every fibre of her, loved it and yearned for it, and, in the old, inexplicable way, she leaned toward him, not away from him.  And in the moment that followed, when he crushed her in his arms, the brain of her, concerned with the superficial aspects of life, was in revolt; while the heart of her, the woman of her, concerned with life itself, exulted triumphantly.  It was in moments like this that she felt to the uttermost the greatness of her love for Martin, for

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